And
my own skin. Each lurch made Ellie's head sway against my shoulder, he
ions, counting the seconds between the frantic poundid read 102.6°F before we left. Now, in the crowded, stuffy train, I coul
e. The intervi
demand a spotless résumé, years of experience, or an "ava
ght cl
o six in t
barely cover the back
thermometer, maybe even a clinic visit if I
ow. Without it, Ellie would keep b
y arms, her small, fever-warm weight a
reflecting the city's gray sky in its immaculate windows. Its inter
er people. People who didn't have t
a curved desk with a smiling woman behind it. It was a professional, rehea
on," she gree
oon. I'm Emm
for the night cl
of the cavernous lobby. "I'm sorry... I had to bring my sis
ag read "Sarah, " looked at El
with fever, and shrank further agai
aning slightly over the desk. "Hey, sweetie. Would you like a little cup of water? And I've
efully into one of the plush armchairs, draping my old coat over
ing in there to talk to someone. I'll be right back. Do
rmured, her voice a
aging nod, and soon a w
asses and a calm voice that carried an air of au
al light pouring through a glass wall. Mar
ttle about yourself. Why
tness in my chest forcing the
I don't have money for decent medicine, let alone a proper doctor's visit. If I don't get this job toda
t. Her gaze held no judgment, only
leaning, and you'll be alone most of the time. Do you
manage," I lied. It was wh
lence, then a faint sm
tart Monday. We'll go up to H
lmost a physical blow. My eyes burned, but
was still in the armchair, scribbling slow
e angel. She did
teful smile spreading across my face as the fir
scent of strong coffee and fresh paper. The receptionist there was another story: a wo
der the halls," she warned befo
llie, taking her hot
Sarah, okay? Don't leave this spot. Don't touch anything. Don't talk to anyone. I'm just
s red-rimmed from f
, Emm
. My heart was pounding so loudly I could barely register the HR w
fifteen minutes. And
hair was
was tossed o
gn of
ice came out too loud, ech
from her monitor, her expres
tood and walked away. "I'm no
me. I broke into a run, my b
uniform down the hall and aske
well, but I couldn't tell if she
ai
ing the steps two at a time,
in the hallway. A few people were standing around, staring
Six years old, light brown hai
ok her head, her
see anyone
rs slid open with agonizing
ll hand. My sister was walking, weak bu
ushing to her and d
oring me. "I found her on the seventh floor, lost and crying. The clea
er fragile bones against my chest, the heat of her
orgive me... I'll never
tle arms around my ne
mmy... I thought
never leave y
a grip that was almost possessive. I j
s go
ard the elevator.
behind. A small body clung to me with despe
air caught
een eyes, brimming with tears. Messy blond hair. The same r
ca
is entire life for this exact second.
oarse, broken, nearly in
as he had that day on the pavement. We were there, locked in that im
And how do you
oked
blue of a gathering storm, his expre
way disa
building di
d, the world st
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