oe
t I can feel his presence in the armchai
deafeningly loud. I know he's not asleep either. I
sk, my voice small in the darkness. I ne
going to answer. Then, he speaks, his voi
er softly. "You've saved theirs. That's the
deep. "It was a bad run. A deal with a rival charter
lt and horror he's been holding back. He describes the skirmish in b
llow. "I was out of ammo, cornered. Their Se
ene, my own fear a cold knot in my chest for the
ut of the way. Took the bullets meant fo
ck darkness, I can hear the
"And the whole time, Brandy was on the comm
lcome, washes over me. I imagine
ead. I just... shut down." He pauses. "It was Brandy who pulled me through. She was grieving, her whole wo
uty. It's a debt. A shared trauma that has b
ment, he turned to her. And she, in her
lse. A vast, insurmountable distance. He's not just protectin
f trying to convince himself as m
me?" I ask, my voice
Because there is no answer. In his ledger
to my chin, a flimsy shield against the col
gain. The silence that fa
ce a cold path to my pillow. It's a tear of mourning
first light of morning is filtering into the room. My hand is throbbi
umped against the back, finally asleep. He looks younger, more
hould be comforting, feels like a brand, marking me as his
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