ss
ubber mat. I don't remember unzipping the neck seal. My hands move o
g for a high-five. I remember walking toward the tunnel, heat scraping my th
into my palm. Red cuts through the sweat pooling there. My nose is bleeding again. I p
eft a heart around it. I stare at the heart. Looking inward would n
t been recycled through poly
nt room doo
e she
, grinning the same grin from the cafeteria. I step backwar
one," I s
you a costume. We figured you needed the f
st. My back hits steel wire. The ca
me
, mascot." T
lights buzz off bank by bank until only the strip ab
with the smell of my o
s and a bench bolted to the far wall. The mat smell
I try the lock. Then six
o give. My wrist pops. Sharp pa
s my jaw. The collar of my hoodie chokes me. I drag the zipper
dor. Voices. Male, mul
room door s
s drop. Someone laughs and the s
that hit
nna make us
p, both
ooking. Pine resin and cold stone cut through t
stay still, if I stay quiet, maybe they won't see me
next. "Seriously, did anyon
rd h
. Off. Like I
Martins.
the footsteps stop. Warm and sweet and dan
g. Someone's tape rips one slow strip a
that?" Jo
t." S
las
id do
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ne's i
ight at
tep back.
wai
d step
s in
frame. His breathing comes ragged and too loud fo
h. Do
the ma
cked cage.
onah stops
ears. The whole door comes off in his hands. Bl
crashes into the far lockers a
ees are still up. M
orking fast. His knuckles drip.
says. "A
on
if that's M
to be and pull myself through. I need out of the suit. Out of the smell
he floor. Cool air hits my soaked hair.
e it off
s at his hands
s were ste
what the
acket is bent at a right angle. The padlock
reck stuff just bec
eyes have too much ligh
you o
stop. "Someone loc
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n't m
matt
and Cody Je
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he says.
room, Lila. She stops in the doorway and takes it in. Jonah breathi
says. "This
doesn't turn a
." She steps inside. "
as b
? Playing knight
bolts. I put a hand on the
ement. She runs her
ell," she says. "Ma
ywhere until we kno
n is that
made it
hasn't
in his pockets. Black tea and frozen earth reach me across the r
he vein under my jaw jumps. He
me, Jonah shifts his weight. He do
yone
thout raising his
tins
to Lila. "You.
an't j
way,
kward down the mat and the co
doesn'
li
ving her in
ins looks at Silas. The
at the door, then at me. He
ces. Jonah last, eyes o
or door cl
owers hums, water drips somewhere. My breath still comes t
ser. He stands where he
you h
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se is bl
otic
h. I wait for the bark. T
me, Ma
I don't know how I wa
again. Softer. "We'
not the
kno
cold stone sit in the air between us. Something in my
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la
shuts b
corridor until they fade. Then I cros
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that," Ma
kno
know his o
eyes on th
now what he j
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