The Moon's Choice

glass, concentrating on work pr

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exi

d not seen him in a dream this time. We had spoken. He had answered my questions, laughed, watc

still managed not

tered, forcing my attent

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to see you. Mee

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he looks like he knows exactly why

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remarkable ability to end any unpleasant conversa-tion with a single look, and as I grew older, I had stopped asking. Not because I had stopped wondering. You sim

my laptop

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waiting by

caught gold in the sunlight. His dark suit was modern enough not to attract attention, though something about him still sat oddly within the office

t once-not broadly, but with someth

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to explain why a stranger is ask

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before I explain what I can, let

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do you wan

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o ask about my parents and silver light. I th

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u know why your uncle never tol

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m wh

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ontinue, but this tim

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a girl somewhere who, for so

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as supposed to begin much later, and I know whatever is hap-pening now has st

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we looked at each

. But now, at least, I understood the limits of what he knew.

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ered the

is not accidental. Neither is the light. Something that used to hide yo

r slowly along the

ly

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re than I would have

he lake rose i

name before Mart

Martin

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thi

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the amusement faded

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termine whether

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to pretend I k

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decide that

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ried sho

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ntion when something strange happens

odd

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ye, Ma

ext time

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had not answered the main question, but it had taken away the last conve

hid-den, and he had come because something that had kept me

not e

me more was w

protection surrounded me began to weaken, then the man from the lake did not belong anywhere in that explanation. He had ap-peared first. He had known my nam

ply known

haps f

s cold, ordinary, entirely innocent beneath m

ibrated on

ge from

n there? And wh

at Mart

't kn

s appeared alm

s he h

me that insane morning, some of

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arrived a s

ne piece o

own and looked at

d, was something else entire-ly: I no l

eality had just become

ty years making sure I

pt that truth away from