sed to start
ands resting on the steering wheel for a few seco
A normal
ngine remained comp
tory. It worked less well than I would have liked. The night was still too close. My skin had long since cooled, the pendant rested quietly beneath my
t from fate. At least a mechanical failure obeyed
hin inches of one another while barely registering anyone else's existence. Someone was running down the stairs, a woman had one hand hooked into
reass
time, and decided that if everything w
rrived almo
engers. I was about to step inside when the
t n
osed aroun
world
sappeare
n me and everything around me. The woman near the doors continued speaking to the child beside her, the man in headphon
vement
oved slowly, heavily, wrong. Beyond the train window, someone lifted a
nly one sta
imbed the columns, and drained the color from plastic panels and advertising screens. The electric l
began to emerge t
s dark columns rose through metal, glass, and concrete. One passed directly through the train and climbed upward until the station ceiling dissolved into a deep night sky. Behind an adv
miliar objects. The other opened through it-vast, dark, extending far beyond the limits of the station. A hall, perhaps, or a great s
my heartbeat, and with every b
en I notice
arent among the moving crowd of the subway. I might have dismissed them as another dis
eside him t
anoth
hrough the ancient ha
topped a
d more
ng and old, men and women-none of them alike, and neither were their reactionsom somewhere de
Moo
though the man who said it wa
repeated it wit
as ret
pread between
n has re
y palm, the surface in my own world was smooth and cold, while th
are
a whether an
d standing but bowed his head slowly. The others simply watched me as tho
ere farther back,
ue
me more than
N
because I knew who I was. Quite the opposite. I knew only
ndant
racks, branching between the columns, weaving themselves into an enormous glowin
e surpri
ispers
ared at the far
ld, as though making room for him was something they had done many times before. His dark clothes looked almost black beneath the sil
not what I
rs earlier, the way his gaze had lowered to my mouth, and the
woman standing in a subway station whi
but I had already learned to notice the smaller changes in his face. His attention
li
rably before someone produces an
silver lines spreading a
ch stronger. It should not h
ther know is where I am right
. "Physically, you're s
at him. "That would be more convincing if I couldn't see you, this ha
ly your outline and the light around yo
the situation made
, somehow seeing your world, w
ppening. The connection has n
he people who were
ey kno
ey recognize
hey're callin
es
Que
alone I knew this was one of the rare occasions
story. I'll tell
d answer in my life now requires
es, but he immediately looked past me
w much longer this connection will hold. Some t
fficult to
I want everything that
ll ha
the whisper
Moo
r lines b
an t
's en
t raise h
e hall we
t him more
o a question I h
here ob
urned ba
do an-ything deliberately. If you see the light again, don'
s for this morning invo
s considera
fore the s
le appeared
ace around
, the rumble of the train, footsteps, the screech of whe
, people were movi
d into concrete; the silver pattern sank be-neath the white tiles; arches faded into advertisi
isappear
ined in front of me, superimposed
was go
rm with one hand pres
d, and a moment later
derf
my own voice was une
e chose not to violate its own laws again before lunch,
happened, that fel
nt was st
g else, and saw an ordinary reflection: coat, bag, slightly disheveled ha
anding behind
ned s
th
back at t
still
of watching strangers. Only his figu
ime, I was
eally had moved
t me. Then he slowly raised one hand and pl
nd sus-pended inches from my face, the heat my skin
ted by nothing more than a transparent surface-and an entire world. The pendant warmed against my chest in response, an
real was no longer the question. A few moments earlier, dozens of strangers had looked at me and recog
needed t
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