a's
e school gates, I already knew
e to the main doors w
didn't count, I would focus on th
my thigh until my skin broke there. The cotton of my underwear was sticking to it
w how to explain
s would ask "Isla, are you okay?" and then I would h
oot in front of the other. I've b
eps away fro
hear he
plastic rattle, a
in the side. It was fu
fully. My knees hit the concrete hard and then my hip slammed d
ing makes noise. The water tasted like I had licked the inside of a clogged bathtub drain. It was thick and slimy
ed the open wounds on my ribs and thighs. The pain was so b
well. If it i
pe of voice that belongs to someone w
he water was drippi
standing
at bounced when she moved. Her skin was clear and pink. She was wearing a cheerleader jacket that was white and clean, with
ad smell she couldn't get rid of. "I was doing you a favour. You smelled like a
ed. I heard the click of thei
oked at me. She stepped closer. Her whi
g with her toe. "You're making a mess,
ms were shaking. The water made
ic," sh
around us. Nobody said anything and nobo
r a ripped uniform, things I couldn't explain to the teachers. So I stayed down. I let the cold, dirty water soak into my skin. It burned
s on half the territory my father wanted. If Bella complained, my father would beat me worse than usual. He told me this m
hating me. So I thought, maybe if I just took it, if I sat in the filth and didn'
aid,. "She's actually
sneaker. It splashed on my cheek. I didn't wipe it
ir suddenl
ehind Bella cut off instant
them in
h. My hands, which were resting on the wet concrete, started to shake. It was a small tremor at f
ddox. Col
ce. I knew those voices. I
iving hell for three years. They were standing right behind Bella. I
trying to breathe, but the air felt
were
o him, cracking his knuckles. Colt was smirking, that cruel, twisted smile I saw in my
were all looking at me like I was something they needed to scrape o
. Three years ago, Maddox was in love with me. He was my first love. My
my face, a sound that vibrated in my chest and made my wolf cower. He looked at
er shoulder bumping his arm. She looked at me,
are you going to be mad seeing your lit
ook at Bella. He stared at me wi
he snarled. "
ldn't help it. My body remembered the pain
into a classroom where I am. If I see you near me, I won't just ignore you.
hattered into dust. I could feel
d tell him the truth. I wanted to tell him not to hate me. The
My father made me swear not to or he
boots. My eyes burned with hot te
. "I won't
d barely stand. I dragged my body toward the bathro
utes. I thought they were
ard the d
an in here like a wet r
a. And she
reathing. I pressed
ggled. "Is it true what the
a la
lowered her voice. "The first time I f
ed open in th
t?" the g
t I was experienced. He was all rough and dominant, and I just had to sit there and take it
e. For him not to know... it meant something was wron
. My sneaker squeak
g stopped
that?" a g
ice changed. It wasn't playful
d foot
the door properly,
ce was twisted in rage. B
pat. "You we
k against the toilet paper dispenser. "
ful of my hair. She yanked me forward. My head slammed
of the girls said. "
ng her wrist, trying to pull my
t care if I heard or not. She jus
r," she
ted my wrists behind my back until I gasped. They drag
ing up a bucket from the cleaning cart in the co
ad down," Be
celain pressed against my cheek. I thrashed. I kic
," Bella
eck with one hand. With the
p my nose. It filled my ears. It was freezing and it tasted like che
th black dots. I was going to pass out. I was go
close in, a hand grabbed the back of Bella's jack
nd fell to the floor, coughing up bile and dirty water. I rolle
m my eyes with a shak
back, looking furi
stop
he doorway wa
as M
re. His eyes were dark, and focused entirely on me, lying on the wet tile, cough
Maddox's voice was low. It was
le, then red. "She w
The air pressure dropped. The other girls scrambled back, pressing t
shivering. I waited for him to kick me. I wa
bucket. Then he looked at the bruise forming on my
so hard I heard
rage I didn't understand. He wasn't looking at me. H
usly. "Since when d
ng over Bella now. He looked dangerous.
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