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I didn't know how to handle....though that was a problem for

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by her doctors. Until they have answers, I don't

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ked through the gates of this estate, that asking the same question ten different

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weight behind the words. "She says

second. Then I set th

person gets to decide just because t

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, he

er than eve

'd made me feel, for a few dangerous seconds, like I wasn't alone in any

lls you what kind of person

atisfied with

and stopped halfway down the corridor. Voices coming from the

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ldness that raised the h

problem, I'll deal

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tood there a moment before I let mysel

from the unknown number. Typed bef

at do you know a

ton longer than I wanted to a

ive

inced myself whoever it was had stopped watchin

trusting the peo

ess it, a second message

man who promised

read it twice, then a third message arrived

job. It wasn't luck, and it wasn't the cat

now, telling me so plainly that he'd had me investigated before I ever stepped foot in that house. I'd let it

er, searching for a version of that expl

ut me before I ever wa

actually bee