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rcer broke my heart, h
der, rain dripping from his dark hair onto my mother's clean floor,
next eight weeks of my life, smiled and said, "
gu
Mer
spended for breaking Caleb Brooks's nose last spring. The boy whose name appeared in whispered
described as a walking red flag
nding three feet f
red a
ared
d to the pink fuzzy
uth tw
hoes, B
oor to open up
s across my chest. "Nice
's smile
rpe
'm welco
ed like he was trying not to enjoy himself. "Do
apologetic smile she reserved for difficult customers and people she be
ed farth
pped
e I was af
asonable distance from boys who
at was what
u take his bag up
o quickly I nearl
use
uest room is at the end o
ide
Where else wo
ve. A friend. An abandoned warehouse, perhaps. Anything that didn't involve my mother m
merely
use, you
as calm, al
m a little
to stop at the pharmacy before it closes. Harper, please s
re le
't be
um
rehead before I
ki
he was
door cli
tled over t
ooked
ked a
e, thunder rumbl
cing towards the stai
not stay
s funny. Your mother seemed
talk t
re
ean
do
towards the staircase as though
that he wasn't even pret
e into someone's ho
, your mothe
t warni
sent you a cale
halfway up
rned
own hair fell messily over his forehead, and his hazel eyes carried an expression of perman
ly how much trouble he could cause and enjoye
intention of becomin
w what my mother promised your mother, b
anged in his
, perhaps, or something heavier that d
e said quietly. "I'm not
second, I almo
walked
g to his footsteps move down th
t we
morning, though she had conveniently forgotten to
sharing a roof
plaining his pres
o murder him before my scho
sed m
was
portfolio that needed polishing, and a scholarship application t
d pl
y organi
was not in
established three
took his c
r making perfectly ordinar
decided his comfort was mo
passing him a bowl of roasted potatoes. "And Harper, yo
red my
o use a washing
preciate your confidence
re we
ce, I usually wash my clothes
"Both of y
trated o
iminal everyone had warned me about. He was irritating, certainly,
thanked Mu
eply inco
a normal human being, I would have t
ly good reputation
rning to him, "how
fork
's o
he treatment w
ea
miss you
at his plate. "
hat evening, nobody
nced
food around his plate rather than eating it. T
nobody at school seemed to know much beyond that
f any of the
caught m
ha
thi
stop s
he was
led m
I want you to feel comfortable here. You
s. Bennett. I
will help yo
choked on
e keep volunteeri
're helpful,
ike disappointing pe
ned t
sion was u
d you know
oug
what exactly
for a moment bef
uld rather swallow broken glass than a
th fel
ked bet
the kind of person who think
eady learning a
urvive eight weeks without sp
n excell
roximately tw
reviewing the scholarship requirements
r ope
tst
e sound of someone e
ked th
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lled on my cardigan, and
chen counter, drinkin
up when
't s
k you the s
d. But then we'd both be asking
ored
s have to be
hen I'm
igerator and took ou
, neither o
stove. Rain tapped against the windows, and the c
rs and students, Liam seemed differe
thought about when
membered
y was da
t involved a boy
ing?" I said before I
st the counter.
u really ge
ession h
ely regret
e Caleb Brooks's nose b
says a lot
d y
oked
k his
es
es
lin
e wasn't d
hy
se I h
ot an exp
one I've g
y grip on the
answer a ques
mind your o
have wa
elf say, "People thi
ickered acro
yo
sita
he wrong
rom the way hi
know you,
act
glass and moved t
, I felt compel
like you don't care
pau
I thought he w
ned his hea
doesn't always c
d more heavily
pond, he disappear
itchen, listening to h
he rain gr
, I wondered whether the stories about Li
w what that
re I wanted
when my phone vibrated
gram not
ano
ore in quick
uth and picked
ssa waited at the
your mother did not ac
d at th
ho to
ame almost
about Liam Mercer. Someone saw him gett
rse th
e, deleted it, th
emporary.
indicator
ppea
red a
ed to be care
row
that approximatel
You don't know wha
at the
r do you.
reply too
I know
t that meant, another
m an account I d
file p
pos
ollo
ontained a si
he did to his sister before yo
ach tig
d it
ond messag
ou do, Harper, don't le
ing crept u
way came the faint sound of
rds the bathr
ck at m
message
t contained
pped
y stood outside Riverdale High School, his dark hair fall
i
h long brown hair, her face
Mer
ially hidden by the boy's legs, was
hool
n o
red across t
vibrate
n't get suspend
otsteps ap
began t
came from the othe
rpe
ldn't
ndle t
open th
raph, my fingers tremb
in the picture
thin silver bracelet
that brac
at s
a pho
e me for years, smiling as though
m handle ra
voice suddenly sharper. "
d at th
message on
ined Ruby's life is clos
wondering whether Lia
else in my life ha
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