ali
take the
disappeared behind me. Amelia sat in the back seat with h
ere we were going
ust w
. I pulled into the lot at 11:40 p.m. and switch
the car
ia n
to the of
An old TV played behind him, and the coffee beside his
oom,"
any ni
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the car, and finally at
ed," he sa
nted
am
ar
slid the key across the coun
nd of the lot.
as we passed them. Seven on the left, six on the right.
rner, pointed at the stair
o
k beside the ice machine. He was e
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bab
bathroom and closet. A bed, dresser, TV, brown curt
ng un
hain and deadbolt, then wedged t
e the bed, still w
re the
ooked
t yours. Not
no
phone. You don't speak to anyone
her
. Lights stay low. The
n at a low volume. A cooking show wa
d. If I say 'bathroom,' you lock yourself
ip tr
a lot of
kno
e to do al
es
hy
f her and looked into
ou. And because I
g her arms around my neck. I held her tightly, wi
n't make th
it into my shoe. The burner phone I'd bought three months
de. No sign
e bed. Amelia drank water from a bottle I'
aid
indow. Small and hig
o
idn't
r argued
, her forehe
st it, then the back of
a
you o
tir
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ly. She always did whe
ter I'd packed in a hurry. Her inh
r read one hun
he number for
t. At one hundred and three, I'd have to find a pharmacy. And if it reached one
eside the bed and le
n't s
ice machine started
behind my back, and look
d beside t
Tall. Hands i
't gett
there, looking down the
dn't
er di
and walked back
k. By 3:15, I was sitting on the floor with my back against th
rd
breath to give me one thin
I just had to sur
teps sounded i
. Not mine.
e behind my back, and lo
dark jacket was wa
sto
ly stood on the other side of the door,
oice low and calm, r
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