Loving You Was the Lie

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hich sister he was

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een him afrai

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my sister was alive had

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a step t

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buried in my wedding dress, my mother tried to kill her, and you were meant

a hand thro

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to beli

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careful wa

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body questioned the identity of the girl buried in that coffin. And I know

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verything, tell her

been protecti

had protected the truth he thought would destroy us.

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and removed a small envelope. It was worn at the

ded it

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bled as I unfol

ssa

know what they have promised each other,

annot m

you. Not because th

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of us, you will find he

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ou tell me immediately. Don't hide it from m

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ce tig

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to the bedroom a

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ve that there was a difference between a man

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ards, although he left them near the e

h an old tree at the f

ple, bearing a na

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told she died, and I realized with a sudden chill that the

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now how I

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told her that gr

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ara was behind me, fastening the buttons. She looked

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take you if they

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lose me.

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ed his

You know more than

at my hand grip

elieved the Morettis had kidnapped you to force him into the marriage agreement.

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person who knew

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helping

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t happen

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've been tryi

sed his

that the grave might not be a pla

ere someone had wanted

down at t

ucked beneath the rib

piece

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were writt

chos

at the

ead it over

ged so quickly that

it mean?

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mething in his eyes that frig

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night she disappeared, she told me she would

ground shif

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d at th

t Ales

us did she th

dn't

my sister had been trying to save me from

went straight to the bed

space t

Alessandro and trying to dec

use

he humilia

ite the fact that he had spent years holding pieces of

ot enough to m

ag and remove

mpty now, but I could still

verything, tell her

e morning thin

about the woman who h

ave overlooked. There were pictures of my father at business dinners, pictures o

one I didn'

een two photograph

oked younger than I remembered my mother being. Her e

in

ed the p

a small scar

own wrist wit

an across the skin

ed it came from a

the photo

a date a

mother'

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y memories f

th

Alessandro ou

, ope

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g a glass of water. His gaze mo

id you

on my

nside and cl

ssion had

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set the g

you see

p the ph

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it for seve

on the edg

your mothe

the photog

a

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died before

ied hi

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ed up s

ll

holding two babies. You said my

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d her sister

stared at t

me, he seemed ge

a step

ppened

his hea

n't

ost l

r might be alive, and you don't know what happened in the

oked

e

h

hand but stopped b

guests. I know you hated thunderstorms but pretended you didn't because Mara would tease you. I know you al

ice so

iddle of the night because you had nowhere else to go. You sat on the

ered tha

me, his shoulder against mine,

t he meant to me be

watched my

But I know you. I know the woman who chose me, a

oked

to be moved

still had the power to reach the p

me one thi

thi

ack for me, will you tell me the

t me for a

e

ched h

me you were the

w tigh

ially

to beli

man I had married was still

ay anything, a knock

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h

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woman's voice f

ll

that

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, somewhere the years

toward t

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ked a

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ber that she isn't the only p

d my ha

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hall, dressed in black, her

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the bottom

a

ile tr

ememb

ldn't

forward, tears gat

w you

moved past me

isappeared f

ied her,

ro said

y, though there wa

ng, you actual

ed tow

she talk

ked at m

nto her bag and re

eld i

ith trembli

ng dress. His hand rested against her waist, and his he

an had

on the photograph w

ed up

is

a tear fro

as supposed to hap

d at Al

wanted to speak,

tepped

entire life believin

something that look

he d

d at the p

se me

close enough for

nged his mind, ask him what he did

toward Al

with an expression I

fe

gu

tr

ed sixteen years ago, my husband and my sister were not s

ople who had sur

em was about