The Hockey Alpha

VE – Back

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front door, I heard voices

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ag on one of the benches before

ense of comfort, I had done this so many

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near the entrance, I t

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as dressed simply in a black training jacket and dark jogger

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from my face.Slowly, I t

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d continued skating. Pretend

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