a's
I see when I open
c. Alex
he way Liam kissed me. The memory burns at the edges of my thoughts, unwelcome yet persistent
ry? Throughout last night, that's what kept
t prompted hi
f the thoughts. It doesn't matter. None
n't seem to forget
t that I saw my nails elongate yesterday, a part of my body shifting into something other than h
and get ready for training. It's the only thin
is already gathering, stretching, talking, and laughing as if nothing is w
s. It's not the best time to give them
m, and what happened yester
orning greeting, and after a short
as Liam. I try hard
faster, stronger. The stick feels light in my grip as I move through the drills, weaving effortlessly
he goalkeeper and land
just sta
ly open. Even the coach looks taken aback, thou
Did I ju
w, but no, this feels differe
eels right, like my body knows something I don't. I play like I've
head, catching my breath. But before I can pro
them coming until they stop in fron
l expression, bracing myself
l nod, acting as if yesterday never happened. But there's something off ab
rejec
that, they sa
s are blu
eath, others openly laugh, like this is some big joke. I can fe
I d
flinch, d
care ab
in whatever bul
ever
thing has started changing. I have to make a name for myself. I'm just an orphan who n
I knew about hockey, but they're no
to accept that
as if expecting something more, but whe
nd say the words that will sever whatever i
he do
ching me from a distance,
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rrives faster t
he match. T
rongest teams in history. The pressure is heavy, and I wo
ckly, forcing myse
ready waiting, and I cl
ly, I end up
aside from the murmurs of our teammates and the co
impossible to ignore his warmth, his steady breathing, and
y. The changing rooms, the final instruc
laying as
te. The team doesn't loo
nd see the glances exchanged, but n
s. "Don't hold onto the ball for t
n still feel the
ong the stars while eve
els so
time
art pounds. The umpire blows th
ong with me, but I
's just n
stick, my fingers trembl
s, but the moment the ball is pa
move bef
even tou
ard, the breath kno
immediately, scoring a goal wh
an't
the field. My heart pounds rapidly, but it's
ard to hold sticks or e
l so,
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