ella
oke
rough my pink curtains. The same pink curtains I had seen a thousand times
d at the ceiling.
. My body felt heavy. My mind
I remembered the darkness swall
I was warm. I was in
o
ed. My head throbbed. I look
anity. The photo of my father on my nightstand. The dri
m. I had grown
thing fe
ds. They were clean. No
rushed by the pillar. The leg that had be
as f
kin was warm. My heart
s al
t
weight of the ceiling. I remembered
was I
in h
I grabbed the bedpost to stead
as me. Isabella. The same face
hing was
My face was paler.
d glass. I pressed my palm against the mirr
as
s al
the calendar
stared ba
fore my twenty-s
fr
th caught in my throat. M
teen
urteen days before the betrayal. F
days befo
numbers blurred. Tears fille
had to be a dream. A nightma
I counted to ten.
was sti
fore my twenty-s
and sat down hard. My hands were
was on the nightstand. I gra
as the same. Fourteen
n my screen m
d anniversary. He was smiling. I was smi
lt s
ced and landed near the pillow. The s
gripped the sheets.
nial, I pin
a
I sc
sharp. Real
here was a red mark.
as r
as
was
retu
re the apocalypse. Fourteen days before t
hing. The cake. The documents. Sophia's cruel smile. Et
dea
bered a
lked to the window. I
streets. People rushing to their jobs. The sun reflecte
ame city. Th
as not t
memb
e tiers. The white frosting. Th
oses. The gold balloons. The banner th
ay she had looked at me. The way h
ments. The marriage c
he way he had smirked. The w
illar. The weight
e roof. The dar
ered eve
ew something no
was abou
bered m
l birth
wish. If I have another chance, I will listen this
ad fallen.
sh had be
floor was cold against
aug
rate sound. A sound that came
cr
e. They dripped onto the floor
s al
given a sec
stayed there. Minutes. H
ing, I felt empty. Hollow.
g cold. Something that h
th the back of my hand. I looke
he mirror look
was not the same woman who had trusted everyone around her. She was
someon
meone who
ain," I w
My throat was raw. Bu
er a
r betray my
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