The First Violin
different members of my family; but I did not follow their example and seek enjoyment out-of-doors-pleasure in that balmy spring air. Trouble-t
me when first one and then another of them had left the house, on business or pleasure intent, and I, after watching my father go down the garden-walk, and
ng a lilac primula. I remember it distinctly to this day, and I am likely to carry the recollection with me so long as I live. I leaned my elbows upon this table, and gazed across the fields, green with spring grass, tenderly lighted by an April
iver might Persephone have paused to gather the daffodil-"the fateful flower beside the rill." Light clouds flitted across the sky, a w
up to the door, which, however, was at the other side of the house. "A visitor for my father, no doubt," I thought indifferently; "and he has gone out to read
hrough dominated by a heavy sense of oppression-the threatening hand of a calamity w
l woman walked slowly into the room. I rose and looked earnestly at her, surprised and somewhat nervous when I saw who she was-Miss
rked, in a harsh, decided voice, as she looked not so much at me as tow
rry," I began
arliest childhood; strange, because she was reserved and not given to seeing her neighbors' houses for purposes either of gossip or hospitality. I was aware that about once in two years she made a call at our house, the vicarage, whether as a mark of politeness to us, or to show that, tho
ld thus be interrupted, and not quite knowing what to
her well?" s
well. She has gone wit
r fa
nk you. He has a fun
ve two sisters,
laide and
hich a
m the sec
he took very much interest in me or mine. I felt my timidity increas
edderburn. Are you aware that you have a
t thought
ld are
ttle over
at do you d
"not much, I am afraid, t
to do things with a purpose for some
my tongue out with vexation. What could it possibly matter to Miss Hallam whether I were happy or not? She was
happy? Are your si
, n
r parent
ordinary woman she was and wondering what kind
cause for unhappiness you can
me of having uttered the wo
hat there is such a thing as unh
lips curved in a mocking smile, and glittering, snake-like eyes fixed upon my face. I shivered faintly; and she, thoug
in complexion?
-fairer than either of my sist
lot. I am to content myself with the store of pleasant remembrances with which my mind is crowded, when I can see nothing outside. A delightful arrangement. It
ays been my idea of misery to be blind-shut away from the sunlight upon the fields, f
lone?" I continued.
-to take care of you?" but I suddenly remembered
he, abruptly. "Did you think of
h a hot blush all over my
ing so impertinent, but-but-if ther
r. I wished most ardently that my mother or Adelaide had been there to take the weight of such a conversation
ernoon-afternoon tea I mean. You can go a
k you. Ye
ect you between four an
carriage," said I, hastily. "J
m our own gates, and then I returned to the house. And as I went in again, my companion-shadow glided once more to my side w