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cony door remembering the incidents of the past few days.

Shehzad... even thinking abo

hen Shehzad. Why Allah why? I know I should not be complaining but I have had enough!

all that I did

aged to that Brundidge lady! Didn't he even think at least once befo

s as I thought about what Blacksmith had done for me! How it hurts to know that the people

ou've learned your lesson Khadijah! Never judge a book by its cover.However, I judged She

thorn. I remember how I used to run around wanting to pin a flower on Shehzad's coat.. I remember the feeling. It was pure love. Love for a beast! But didn't Be

a split second he grabbed my arms tightly that it started to hurt and opened his mouth to say somet

T KHADIJA!"

y hand. Adrenaline was rushing in my blood and I couldn't hold any longer. Before he c

O. GOD DAMN YOU

to see my sudden outburst. His once emotionless face was now filled wit

. You never really cared!!! I was...I was so happy when I backed the cake for you! I thought that finally things would work out between us! But no! You che

!! If Abu would have been alive, main un ko battati ka jis admi ka sath wo apni betti ka rishta karnay ja rahay thai wo kitna neech i

loor. Tears gushed down my face and I clenched th

were now covered in my blood and held on my dress tightly. I yelled loudly. The room was silent and suddenly my sobs filled the room. I couldn't get a control on mys

have come here. I shouldn't have. It was a bad idea! All the incidents from 3 days before

uching the wall with my legs close to my chest, my hands around my legs and my

sh b

heir arms around me. But now I was in a warm comfy place. It took me a couple of moments for my eyes to get used to t

e up!" a sleepy voic

ing was s

the right just to se

cksm

ed. "How weird. I am not

n't be.....Joshua

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moving in the middle of the bed an

didn't recognize you." He smiled." Lucy! Can yo

lady's voi

havior that I didn't realize

ou believe I am not

I re

got her home. I then called my cousin, who is a doctor, to come check you. She said you had a cold and gav

d around and said "Though I'll sta

and left

kind gesture. Who knew

h bac

my cousin, Shehzad, and me had a fight. He was kind enough to let me stay at his place. I was so confused and shocked. It was so hard to get myself toge

a..

ake me home. I ignored Shehzad's presence and sat on

e." Joshua

I said looking at the buil

got you to your home. This is the

lized that I just calle

dy to go home yet." My voice was shaky and the tears threat

warm hand on my shoulder and

adi

the hand away, with all the energy I had left, wit

dare touch

k. I saw he was holding a first aid kit. "Is it your spec

adi

ave but the tear

led th

ay

ll my f

ay

it...

ay

did you hav

sten you a

don't want to l

K

E YOU.

K

S ME... MEIN NA MAAR DIY

.KAY..

ed when I heard

o you know I am

ow. Come I need to b

nt answer

a big mistake. After I bandage yo

swers! You can't do

was successful but you had to come here today didn't you?!" sheh

u mean?" I

r I tell you this. You will never come back to me." He talked

Khadijah. P

you I'll never leave. I just can't leave you." I begged

r not?" his voice turn

aging my hands. I looked into his eyes and saw cle

d couldn't leave him. "Shehzad please. Do not make me leav

e! I am telling you it is dangerous for you. You....you just have to understand. Look Khadijah whatever I said b

Why?" I cried co

ow. Go don't come back I'll get Larry

alcony glass broke and a bullet hit

Shehzad yelled "go Kh

hehzad pl

touched his chest and I clung to him, letting out all my t

d and ran. He opened the front door, pushed me outside, and pressed the elevat

happens don't stop." Shehza

and that he didn't leave me. I don't know for how long I was running but now I had enough. My

ng my hand and pushing me towards t

..I'm tired"

pushed me again and kept on nudging me to run."

ea where we were but I was happy that me and shehzad h

will feel a door. Go inside. There will be a tunnel. Just keep running and you will find a door. Get out of there and go to La

t was pitch black and I was scared for Shehzad. After a lot of struggle I finally found the door and went inside. Just as shehzad

d Atish! Now you

waited for a long time, and there was still silence. I thought they must have gone and I moved to open the door just when the silence was broken

shouldn't have come home. I shouldn't have! Just w

he girl! Bos

and sat like a statue making no movements whatsoever and my tears started fal

was shehzad who had been shot

d have been another doll for the boss!" I was shocked when I he

as in front of me. I ran my hands in his hair and examined his body. As I had expected he had three injuries. One on his lower abdomen on his left side, one on his right leg and one on his left shoulder. I was horrified at the site that I couldn't even sp

anly voice spoke up but I interr

talk to the

maa

o you. It's an emergency. Please just go." I

ce and after that the c

baita? Wha

p. We are... I don't know exactly but it's a huge garage kind of place. Dada jaan p

e did shehzad get

.ye

ta I'm comin

t Shehzad's head in my lap and held his hand in mine. A moan es

Dada jaan

. I took my scarf off and tore it into three long pieces. The blood had to stop and all I had was my

nd you were going to die too, all because of me. I shouldn't have come Shehzad. I am sorry b...but... but I wanted answers. How could I be so selfish? I put your life in danger. I am so sorry. She

know how long I sat there with my eyes closed and Shehzad's head in my lap. I heard a noise outside so I put my bag under Shehzad's head and took my cell and stood up. The garage was really dark and I had to switch my torch on to find my way. I looked at shehzad. His eyes were closed and

adi

a jaan and said "dada jaan p

ed. He put his hand on my head and

baita yo

a jaan. plea

walking in the garage. I looked back

an asked I could feel the

the left corner of the garage and t

a gaan he left! He escaped. Dada jaan Shehzad!" I crash

e was hurt! How co

be crazy). How could he lea

't realize I was talking my t

of the men called fr

hand and guided me

g there as a log. Two men came forward, pi

d Shehzad's head in my lap and looked out of the window. Could this day get any worse? I just prayed to Allah

***

what had happened. Suddenly everything came back to me. I sat up wit

e room door open and Taniya standing in the way alongside with dada jaan. "You should

I meet him. Please Dada gaan. I promise. Please!" I lied. I was still feeling v

he bed covered with a white duvet. Ignoring the decorations and everything else I went and sat next to him on the bed. Taniya l

adi

of beautiful tired turquoi

AD'S

f all the time? When I was finally able to make

e is she

e other way when we were su

AH!KHAD

isten to

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d turned to the other direction and sa

.I'm tired" sh

idiot girl! First she cuts herself

more." Was al

inside" i pointed towards the garage behind her "and then go right. You touch the wall and you will feel a door. Go inside. There will be a tunnel. Just keep running and yo

face was looking tired and I knew

ran away. I had to make sure she left. As I

d Atish! Now you

rd!" I swore at him." So didn't he get time to come an

he wants the girl! And im sure you don't want to be reminded why! In

rve of

t's not as if I love her or something. It's not that I care for her or something but

ngs for her now a

started looking around for

Atish get r

left it at home! God dam

rose in the air and

ground. I clenched my left side lower abdomen. It hurt like hell! D

die! Bleed to dea

yelled again." go search for

t it was like my b

ot enough to wait. Please. I

it.

it

mn man

but now my vision had started to b

kick on

?" that bast

no words came instead my vi

g and I tried remembering what happen

hurt! God damm

me but no voice came out ins

uery2140531877860564855_1542599838516 Damned! Khadijah what the hell are

was so dark and I couldn't see anything. I wanted to tel

killed them and ...and you were going to die too, all because of me. I shouldn't have come Shehzad. I am sorry b...but... but I wanted answers. How could I be so selfish? I put

is so damn stu

s. I do. She doesn't hav

Gettin

it

e is going

closed my eyes and drifted

***

s since I last woke up. The door opened and I closed my eyes thinking it was the chairman.Damned. Shit. I am sure he is shit angry on what happened. The stupid beeping wo

aw Khadijah look down

hzad" s

..are you fin

H

ys I didn't wake up. Tell me Khadijah did you tell th

y God!!" she st

this was crazy. How can

ke up now. I did see the chairman ... like now and he

l him that you came back home and I got angry and that you cut yourself and then we were attacked and we ran

didn't want to go. Damn but she has to. Shit I was so c

Khad

? Did you kill the

w that you know I am not engaged please go. Khadijah don't say that you love me because you just can't! I told you that you can't love me. It's useless. Love is nothing! I did get engaged to her because it would help me gain my destiny. Later on with my other busin

spoke her voice broke it

to help you through this let me help, shehzad please. Let me, just give me, no, us a chance. Everything will work out fo

kay. No buts or ifs you will go and start college and Larry or I will update you with any news if ne

e thing

it Khadij

he night please it's going

said gi

mised" With that, Khadijah left for the chairma

een the last air be

MAN'S

ught Shehzad left from the garage. She was so scared. She really loves Shehzad. I am just so scared for Khadija

ed and Khadij

ppened, " she said. "Ok baita come sit" I motioned her to sit on

JAH'S

ng that happened on Shehzad's birthday, excluding him killing the man and confessing

t stay longer because of the guilt eating me ins

MAN'S

was shehzad who killed the two men but why? Why would he do that! Ya Allah pl

ne too far! What am I going to do this is just too much for this p

she take this. Ya Allah please help her a

JAH'S

t trying to remember this knowing I have to let go of him it hurt so much

right?" I wanted to make

as all

it softly I wanted time to freeze. I wanted to held on this moment but I knew this can't happen

ith shehzad

up. It's time

am and according to our plan, we were supposed to get out of the

art our ways understand? No talking." I nodded my head

ist securing me in his embrace. He hugged me! Tha

e room taking turtle steps. Shehzad had

hehzad did kill and I was very upset about that but I had to know the reason behind it. What is he doing? Why? All these answers kee

t my husband wouldn't be with me, scared on how my following life would be. Nevertheless, I had to be strong. I have to hav

s place for two days. After that, I need to act as a normal girl going to collage but inside I need to stay alert. I need to keep prepari

hzad. I wouldn'

e shade of trust and hate. The shade of choosing your path and doing something for the people you love. I don't know what shehzad wants but as his wife I have to stay by his side. But if f

sooooo late. So sorry this is just the m