THE DAY HE SAID GOODBYE

ts... I realize that it's worth it anyhow. I don't even feel remorsed about the situation. Inst

**

e is for you because--- usually, you are getting comfortable with the person even without your consent. That person could be

became colorful and bright like the moon and stars in the night. Everything such deeds, and words from the person who made your heartbeat skipped for a

it is a flashback of the pain that yesterday caused her-- she knows it right! "Pinagtagpo Pero Di Tinadhana" and the "Paubaya", so

everything is normal to save a precious relationship and because you valued respect and friendship--- but in the end, it felt so unfair and you felt betrayed, stab

go, to forget, and to moved on though it sounded like a piece of cake-- it always takes time. Time could heal the wounds o

**

any / August

talking to Damien over the phone. She stopped for a while, she released her gripped on the hand

er personal belongings such as her p

he place searching for her friend. Damien had a conversation with

for its capital region that started its operation last October of 2020. No wonder wh

she still can't believe that she is here--- i

place but Jorge became even more eager to go to Germany because she wanted to see in person--her childhood ultimate crushed--- a half German half Jewish sin

et that easily but whatever's in Jorge's mind right now she knew precisely that s

vy sigh as her lip

he time when the letter arrived from the Embassy of Germany informing her that her Schengen Visa was granted, first,

st year so--- Damien asked Jorge to apply for a Schengen Visa to visit family members, friends, or relatives.

ay and now Jorge is currently talking to him on the other line on her cellphone. She called her friend when she realized she

nd she understands it. She's willing to wait besides she was entertained and amazed around the things

ment she stepped down out of the airplane. She was about to jump for joy--- but of

kung ganu'n. She s

that she will be able to have a chance to be in this country---

a bucket list ko ang ak

a Greek and Damien is a successful Engineer. Jorge is also happy with her friend because

eplied over the speaker, he put Jorge on a speaker because he was driving the car to pick u

113( Autobahn 113 ) to the airport, which caused a great collision. Damien looked

he had already traveled. The travel time from the main heart of the city of Berlin to Berlin Brandenburg Airport is 45 minutes an

d himsel

are still talking on her cellphone on the other line" It's alright Dame, I understand." She said. "I can wait--okay, just b

ve and one by one the vehicles moved in front of him. "Great, we are starting to move!" He said enthusiastically to the speaker " I'll be there in a few

amien while she giggled with laughter, she was shaking her head as s

as he continued to maneuver the ste

d not bother herself to wait for her friend

**

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her lips as she touched her chest, her heartbeat became faster just li

back-

o her cellphone, like her life depends on it. Jorge was shaking because her heart is debilitated. She just arrived from work a few minutes ago,

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me but I am leaving this conversation now. I am not goi

him that much ever since he can remember, and to save her heart in agonizing all these years, he finally needed to do someth

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because you did anything, but because of the way I am. What I've b

er intended to hurt Jorge, that's the last thing he could do. Despite the things that he thought might help Jorge to get rid

ays did but he just doesn't understand why his heart is so idiot to do the other way around. If only he could teleport in front

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felt so distressed. Jorge sniffled quietly, she inhaled and exhaled as she felt that

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r vision blurred. She sniffed again and compose herself. She started to type again, she typed continually without bothering to read Michael'

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pite the pain, Jorge could not hate Michael--she would

Jorge is for him but he was an asshole to pushed Jorge away but so afraid to lose her in the process. And right now he is doing it for good. He knew that he will forever regret what he is doing right n

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felt like she's a sunset that slowly fading-- dipped down-- below the horizon, like the last gasp of beauty before the death of the day.

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how I tried.

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*

hat she started to buried ever since she can remember. She found herself te

rge took out her earphones, opened her cellphone, and dived into her playlist. S

. She closed her eyes and felt the rhythm flowed into her soul--- music is always one of h

ture!---but no matter how hard she tried --- she always found herself kept on coming back into the most painful part of her m

ting used to