SAVING BILLY

lping a little. I just hate being tired and sick. Jazzy is so strong I'm happy I have her in my life. Since we found out I have cancer jazzy has been helping me

iss you so much mom I'm sorry I haven't been around and I was doing better like I promised. I know honey. I have been watching everyone I see. I'm a grandma. I'm so proud of everyone most of all I'm proud of you honey. You have to go back. It's not your time to fight cancer as hard as you can baby give everyone a hug and kiss for me, I will be watching over everyone until we all meet again. Billy went flatline for 5 minutes, the scariest shit I have been through in my life. But he came back to us. He's a fighter and he can beat this. Jamie, I heard jazzy Billy not doing well jazzy I can't jazzy not my brother my mom got a token by cancer now Billy I can't. Jamie, he needs us, he will fight this. He has to and knows he has to. I walked into the room and saw my lifeless love. I started singing to him. I know he hears me because a tear rolled down his cheek. I love you more than you know I keep telling you that because I won't let you go. Everyone went home but me and Jazzy stayed to make sure when he woke up, we were here. Jazzy, do you want something to eat or drink? Yes, please Chinese would be nice, okay I will be back. Billy you have to wake up please I need you baby please wake up. I sit there until I felt Billy's hand twitch in mine. He's fighting. I know he is Billy baby wake up come on baby you're almost there Billy please don't leave me. A minute later Jamie is in the room. Jamie Billy hand twitch and he's crying please tell me this is a sign of him fighting to come back to us. Let me get the doctor. Billy can you hear me squeeze my hands if you can hear me. He squeezes the doctor's hand. Doctor is this good? Yes, this means he's starting to wake up. I do have bad news: his cancer has spread and he has a tumor on his brain. How long does he have a doctor? He has a month or two to live. Jazzy cried that the man she loves so much doesn't have long to live. My heart is heavy because I have to tell everyone to get ready to say goodbye in a month or two. Billy, you can leave us not like this not yet. I called everyone and told them the news. They all rushed here and to see what was going on. Billy has a tumor on his brain and the cancer has spread. He only had a month or two to live. Priscilla didn't take that well and ran out of the room. Everyone else is in shock and doesn't know what to do or say we all just pray. I woke up and it was so bright. I see Jamie sleeping in one chair and jazzy in the other chair. Where am I? Hello Billy I'm glad you're awake you gave your family quite a scare. they haven't left your side since they brought you in. How long have I been out? about 2 weeks. wow, that's crazy it seems like forever. Jamie started waking up because he heard the nurse and me talking. hey Jamie hey bro how you feeling you gave us all a scare. my head hurts but I'm okay. When does jazzy get here? a week ago. let her sleep. I saw mom. She said she's proud of us all and that she has been watching us all this time. She's an angel bro. I know bro we got bad news bro you only have a month or two to live. you have a tumor on the brain and the cancer spreads