The Unknown Of What I Am

I couldn't. I looked around and saw that I was not under a blanket, but under a huge black wolf! I started squirming at first, but then last night came back to me. This was Alexander, my mate. Mind

hed. "Okay." I took a deep breath in, "ALEXANDER!!" I screamed as loud as I could. He jumped five feet in the air and

caring me f

the first two tim

d to scare the fuck o

lked out from behind th

und for me to get on. "Most don't get aw

nd stepped back from him

e. I'm h

" I stepped

es fi

nly a second. "Ka

I am Vince. Ale

re to m

on't have all day, Mate."

stepping closer to me. I stood my ground and straighten

ither. Don't expect me to be nice to you. I am different from Alex. He's t

ng. "You be careful

myself down when I noticed his eyes were no longer black, but ice blue again. "What did he say to you to make you so upset?" I stayed quiet and turned to walk away. I have no clue as to where I was going, but I wasn't

mate like me! So I'll just take

y waist, pulling me close to his naked body.

" I looked up at him, n

er my first mate rejected me, for you to be my mate. I've spent 6 years looking for you. I was about to give up, when Vince told me that

to Alexander's chest.

around me. "I don't do apolo

will g

t. You won't

I don't feel the ma

out werewolves?" He growled

m in the eyes. "O

growled. I stayed quiet, staring at him. I was doing the best I could to keep myself calm and not cause a volcano to pop up in the middle of this for

ery kind hearted y

I couldn't hear, but turned back to me looking me right in the eye. "Fine. I

wl says d

oman! Do you acc

out that g

eld up my hand in front of his f

ing angry. I pointed my finger down to the ground

his eyes at me, but did as I said and got on his knees in

my eyes. "I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings, Miss Lilith. Please fo

top of his head lightly. Even though he was on his knees, his head was pla

is it beating f

away, and indicated his naked body.

e stood up and returned Alexander to me, my stomach growled, quite loudl

e didn't. He gradually picked up speed until his legs could go no faster. He was right, it was about an hour before we reached the border. I got frightened as he got closer to it. I felt my fear rising and I couldn't handle it. I jumped off his

oosebumps when I get too close and I feel fear like I've never felt before." I answered honestly. He could see all over

u are my mate and you are meant to be here with me." H

ly walk in there without fear of being rejected or attacked over and over again. I can't be killed. You saw this. My blood can kill people and destroy objects in a matter of seconds.

e." His soothing words helped me calm down enough to wipe my tears away and calm my

spered to myself. He stopped just in front of the border and looked up at me, asking if I was ready to cross. I closed my eyes and nodded. I felt him step forward and cross

ittle bit. I didn't want to trust my voice

There are 7. 3 on each side and 1 in the front. "Alexander." I whispered. His ea

r quickly to find a red wolf sniffing me. The wolf caught me looking. I expected to be growled at, but no. The wolf wagged its tail and gave me a wolfish g

"Vince. I'm scared." I whispered. He didn't respond, but I saw his e

s chest. He was a big man. His muscles showed through his shirt.

all figure made her look like child next to the man beside her. I knew who they were the moment I saw the wolves that walked us here, lower their heads

h." I said, keeping my eyes on

what my first mate did. Mother, Father, please accept her in

His father said. I was shaking and

. You are scaring the poor girl." She helped me to my feet, but I kept my eyes on the ground and my head low. I was not about to have my head bitten off for simply looking up. Sitting in the

egretted it the moment it left m

By more years than I care to count."

floor. "How-- How do you know

husband and I like the olden days. I believe

thout thinking. " Oh! I'm so sorry! I wasn't thi

ssue. Mind you, never speak like that to my husband Luke. He's old like that. Respect about everyt

of the wild fruits and herbs. That's

ing poisoned by them?" S

have ingested many poisons in my life.

telling me that you are a

idea as to what I am."

lse can

rally. My blood is poisonous and I cannot feel pain. Those are the ones

is your

hand off. Luna watched as my hand steamed away, burning the t

er happened." She grabbed

your curiosity." Alpha Luke s

er one finished decaying! That is absolutely

She sighed and wen

e any clue as to what yo

not." I looked

something the Moon Goddess made. The only way to know is to ask her. Alexa

arge room. "We don't have single bathrooms. The she-wolves share a bath house and the same with the he-wolves. This is for

open the door, and to my dismay, the room was filled with naked girls. I halted and turned b

darling. I am fine. We must bathe

cannot. Please le

hy. Come join us." A girl

as Luna removed her clothing. I felt extremely uncomfortable and awkward around all these naked g

r clothes Kan

he in a river or lake. I'm not used

e. Fear rose inside me. I was going to lose control of my powers. I s

turned to removing my clothes. I lost control as some of my scars were shown. The ground began to shake as fire and water surrounded my body. I began to cry as I heard gasps and screams. I quickly left running into the forest. The tears didn't stop. I kept running even after I had left the territory. I jumped over a fallen tree when I felt my bones beginning to snap and reform

er replied. I froze.

ser, but slowly. "No stop. Stay away. I a

. I know y

all the girls and y

They are all fine. You just gave them a

saw. I kept begging that I go to a river or lake to wash, but your mother didn't listen and kept attempting to remove my clothes. I felt

to a river. Then I'll exp

be naked if I shift now. Plus I don't even k

your family somewhere." He turned

ny family left

ho were your

her and I. When ,I left, I heard that they had another child, but I don't know i

oon Goddess." He stopped at a river.

ll keep watc

didn't answer. He had already closed

bell like voice s

e you?"

nk human." I thought about my human body down to every last detail

e you? I'm no

t not at the

confused. I stepped into the river. It was

ddess allowed me to. She has a very big plan for us. She said that we

asked, laying back to f

for a pure white wolf." She laughed

now about us?" I asked,

Moon Goddess has asked me to wait for

ell me right now?" I was getti

n tell you that we are the only one of our kind. As you know, we were born to human parents, but we ar

odd

to tell me what other

aid. I left the wa

ere wasn't a reply. "Oh please do

can feel him getting closer to us." Scarlet said. I looked arou

are you?" Al

onded as I peeke

what size you are but you look to be about my mo

clothes by the bush. I sneaked out and quickly grabbed them. Once I was dressed, I stepped out

he prefers to keep her body covered and look old." I couldn't help but g

d them. They sang with their hearts and didn't judge. They are timid creatures, but once you earned their trust, they would always come back to you. I stopped and looked up at a nest of blue jays. The

with me?" I whispered and lightly touched him. He chirped happily. I moved over to one of the babies, They were under weight because Mama was hurt. "Earth, I need a nest strong enough

as the earth lowered me down to Alexander. "What happened? You were down here one second then the next

and out near my neck and the bird jumped into my hand. "Just a little kindness and a soft voice earns you the trust of any creatur

that nasty Sun Goddess

Vince growled at the bird and I pulled the bird away. "That was very rude of you Vince." I growled, protecting the birds. He huffed a

ned to face me before entering the hou

ot until they are rea

led back. "I will kill the damn beasts if

into the house. "Touch them and

dear Goddess. Those clothes do not

that. He brought th

or putting Kanna in these clothes of mine." She s

" He

ingle bit! So, as my motherly duty, I must dress her properly and scold you for putting her in those." I couldn't help but giggle. Nor stop thinking about this 'motherly dut

." I spoke quietly. They both lo

ave a job

I mean, I have cl

you did have a j

n't. Nev

u buy your clothin

ole them, I didn't. I asked the earth to bring me loose anima

sing my senses to know my surroundings. I walked out of the front

e to feed his babies. Not too long after the worms showed up, a small stick came to me along with a ivy vine. "Thank you earth." I said as I wrapped up Mama's broken wing for it to heal. I smiled once I was done and turned back to the Alpha and Lun

looking for?

rought me a blue feather. I gave him a smile and a little pet on his back. I saw a white feather being pinned down by a pebble, I quickly grabbed it when Alpha Luke suddenly shifted and began scratching at his fur making strands come loose. "Thank you Alpha." I placed the items in front of me and held my hands over them. The items began to tremble and pul

you that I do indeed, make my o

what she makes!" A female said. I didn't realize that I

jay came to me happily. I would use h

Gasps where heard around me and they realized that the blue on my dress was exactly the same and this little bird. " No, I d

ngly dressed with just the few things that you aske

s under my feet. She couldn't want these powers. I got

" Scarlet screamed in my h

ease, take me to the temple. I need to speak with th

earned about the Moon Goddess, I decided that it should be changed into a temple for her to lay her head if she chose t

name if you are to become

just call me mom. You are technically my

d me to a room with lit candles in a circle. "Sit is

ok a deep breath and stepped into the circle of candles. I sat on my knees and closed my eyes. "Moon Goddess, hear my pr

nger. In fact, I was in a vast field of many different flowers. They smelled so nice. I stood and looked arou

oddess.

at her and tilted my head. "I a

wers I'm looking for?" I a

but als

tell me w

l you what you

l me. I nee

h human flesh, hence your pure blood human parents. Sadly no one knew what they would do to you. You were supposed to gain your powers slowly over time when the situation called for them, but those humans weren't very nice to you. They knew you couldn't be a witch, at least not a full witch. A witch graced you with her essence. While she was dying, she willed her powers to you. Her soul gave up its chance to go to Moon Goddess,

I complete what I w

t was going to vanish. I furrowed my brow in confusion.

around, looking for her or so

aid as she walked toward me. "I am Solar. The elder sister. Now, Heed my warning, you hurt my creatures and I'll hurt you. However, you have

ked. She laughed and smiled ever so lightl

ason. Sadly, she's been missi

n missing? How i

to your mate. He's been waiting for th

trange look, as if I reminded her of someone. "What is that look for?" I blurted out,