The Frozen Heart

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said, "It's our choi

en, one of New York City's prominent night club where I was right now, then I would

cock adorning the bar but I couldn't be sure for my vision was an

have lived and that one decision fucked me up beautifully. Maybe I should keep letting mom m

Kamikaze, jobless and hoping for a means to survive in the whirlwind of New York's extravagance. Maybe then she would have

erson. I know who I am. I am the girl who decided to find her way out from

actly who I was and this was what I choose to believe about me. It's just a bad time and it will pass. I know it will,

was something about him that made it hard for me to tear my gaze away. He was staring at the dance floor but then his gaze flickered f

my v

his head as well but I couldn't do much because the clingy guy sitting beside me tapped on my shoulder and

blind date again!

ate was not a good idea to meet someone new...I mean whatever happened to Tinder? And a bli

was tall, lanky with a goatee that doesn't suits him at all and to top it up, unnecessarily gelled hairs tha

something after all in the end that's what matters, isn't it? But all of that was a f

uously blabbering about his dad's extravagant car collection and his dad's opinion that Audi was in

or an hour or so but that was enou

ave you been single Sofia?" He asked

h

wanted to know about me? Since when did relati

mean? As if to answer my question and to my utter annoyance, he leaned in

e drinki

ven if I was, it was none of yo

t deserve to be single for so long," He whispered seductivel

is lips a few inches away from me. His right

the

could even stop myself, I slapped him hard. I couldn't believe that I slapped him so hard but the stinging

he looked almost lethal. I mentally decided to kick him straight in the balls if he da

el yelled, stroking h

a*shole, "I h

by the commotion and a few people wer

growled, bringing up

t him back as planned but unfortunately all of that went d

ly. I dragged my gaze to the guy stand

gawking at a few mo

the guy and his gaze turned to me in as he appraised

answered, giving him a stee

odded, rubb

" Daniel barked. "This

I make you regret ever coming here in the first place. And if you want to keep co

who I am?"

back, staring squarely at him in the ey

him seriously. He glared at him, then at me and then again at h

muttered under my

Greek God stranger asked

ttered. "I owe you. Le

," He muttere

I said. "What

asn't giving up, a reluctant smile crossed across his ex

id to the bartender.

used and I gave him a sly grin. I handed the

y the way," H

ed and it came ou

rowning the glass. "But,

. "I will kill Kristen but then she has no

odded. I noticed he has sexy lips but I

nic

nk anymore," He remarked, eye

laughed. "I won

just come out of

nd laughed as if enjo

his hand out of the blue. I eyed him specul

for

p and then instantly sat down as my head b

ed, feeling sheep

urprise, a weird current ran down my spine. His hand was so wa

the hell are you doing, Sofia? I am not usually so verbose with strangers but tonight was turning out to be mo

emphasize his point since the blaring music

that thanks to my over drinking I couldn't afford a good look at him but I can feel it. There was

," He repeated my questi

rk if I had a boyfriend, would

t," He agreed

hard to make out what I was saying. Words were just flow

He asked, lo

er," I giggled

" He laughed and it was a very re

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yes jolting me awake from a rather uncomfortable slumber. I groaned as I f

mn

sses. Christina Perry's A Thousand Years crooned in the background and I co

und it lying on the bedside table. I tried to

! Wha

e threshold with her arms crossed a

was in de

ttered wryly

tood up and dragged my ass to the bathroom. I looked horrifying.

out and put on a plain T-shirt and pajamas. Now Rihanna's L

ted, sitting down

said giving me th

ail and her beautiful black eyes were as usual covered with her glasses. I don't understand why she

my constant. We were totally opposites and I think I hardly

s the realist and sometimes it was a bit annoying especially when it comes to the matter of boyfriends, a word almost non-

g for her to start lecturing. Kristen pou

," I mu

your headache," She c

d are you at me by the way?" Kriste

d I be ma

said, waving my hand

plied and relief instantly filled me from within. I don't like disappointing p

back home?" I asked and she

ember anything

clear," I replied, refilling my cup.

from my lousy state and stared at Kristen questioningly. That guy. I need to know about him and that was going to be an

s name?" I asked.

I panicked so much and in all that chaos, I didn't pay attention to him neither did I asked his

something?" I a

r him if I see him again. He was tall an

how can I not remembe

sten muttered sarcastically and I couldn't ev

smissing the subject quickly and

aniel?" Kristen ask

at her and she rolle

ten clarified and vague memories

ed, remembering his fil

looking surprised a

d and instantly regretted as throbbing pain filled

aimed, looking surpris

ed with glee. That part,

and I nodded my head,

ed. "Where did you fou

d at her. She actually doesn't have an inkling how these things

on and I am never ever going on a

oing to drink like that

et that? The way I was feeling right now, the worst hang

later, okay?" She said, grabbing her

ffice today? But it's Saturd

Just hope I don't have to endure him f

six sisters and there has always been this big responsible daughter tag attached to her. She sort of supports her family as

ded to her burden w

as well. No more club hopping, I decided. Jesus, why in heaven's name did I suddenly decide to take a leap of faith and quit my considerably well paying job w

distracting me and I

in the evening," I murmured, f

omorrow, okay?" She said kind

greed, standing up

ed to trace back the last night memories. It sucks when you can't remember things you desperately wa

? What was

y I was feeling this way. I don't even remember his name or anything except that he had a deep voice and he helped me yet I feel like he has taken away a part of me

ice but it's too distant. The only thing that I remember...sort of wa

gh to find hi