The Butterfly Effect

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a beautiful picture on the sky. I love how the Sun is coming down leaving the Moon to dominate his kingdom. I moved my eyes from the sky, just to see the people who were l

Montgomery. I close my eyes and shook my head so his image could

e since a man ca

ull of dreams and our hearts full of love we stepped hand in hand out of

world having him by my side, you know smart, hands

ut after that our careers meddled with our lives. We both were busy trying t

use the smell from the office was irritating my nostrils and it was makin

period? I usually keep track of everything but this month I had an important client, so I foc

nthly planner my last period and it looked like I was late this month by two weeks, so to clear my head I decided to go home

are there. I waited for my husband to come home to tell him that he is going to be

ked me seeing

new house and how I am going to h

to the OBGYN doctor. After a sonogram she told me sadly tha

nd mind but I never shared a tear. I started working li

decided to try to have a baby. I think I g

lack. After multiple tests and blood work, the obg doctor told me that every

k, not thinking about the pregnancy lost or my husband. I started drifting awa

became a partner in the company so I

me. I heard moaning coming from the bedroom and clothes were scattered all over the floor, I could have just turned b

t with me I left that

as it. No hard feelings, no remorse,

o do with my new life, but I finally found my

I had to work my regular job while hunting

ing my company, “JJ Consulting” made sure all clients are happy with my services and they recommended me. It was a lo

that. The only thing I am said about is that

ransform myself, to reinvent myself, to achieve my goals, so

me but they never act

oday made me completely loose focus for the first tim

I answered quickly, be

hough we are not sisters, I love her li

r her friendly voice on the other side of the phone “I just wanted to s

nk! Probably by tomorrow night I will know for sure what’s

just need to get drunk and get laid“ saying that she started laughing. “What

clubbing? I heard about a new club downtown! Dancing, g

the time we ended our conversation

going to meet, every detail was set in st

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e my clothes and get

sually don’t drink because I don’t like drinking alone, but I do own a large collection

I went to search my closet for

fell on a dress. How could I forget about it!

emembering

d me to take me out to celebrate. You know she has one

style, getting myself a new hair color and a new haircut

or clothes, you know to reinvent myself,

dn’t care about the size, for sure it wasn’t my size, but I knew I had to have it.

ss, I went home, I started to clean the fridge and the closets throwing away everything I had: good

t, but I made myself a promise:

and even though the first month I gain more weight than I

y body like a second skin, hugging friendly all my curves. The two silver stri

ver my dark circles, some dark eye makeup with black mascara just to make my blue eyes popped and

eup, but I can’t do it, it’s n

and don’t want the hair to bother me. Before leaving the house I checked m

rite high heels and I w