The Butterfly Effect

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e got closer and for I don’t remember how many times

u and get affected by him. I feel like ev

HING, my inner self is trying to wake me up,

d to say biting my bottom lip. Damn it stu

ing but I could swear I saw an a

nervous that I was. He is so close that our chest could touch and

not to stare at his lips. Oh my goodness why am I acting like a teenager, I

e and he takes my hand,

rls get home safe, I am leaving.. and I

om me, but I am still in shock

s when I see Damien’s smile. I

want to say goodbye to the girls and Big Mouth,

e to where we stand now, waiting f

Josh and Matt” , Alex said calmly like he was reading my mind. “So don’t wo

hinking about the girls when I was about to leave, I know they can watch their back

walking in the girls direction. I find myself laughing seeing Sam's eyes glued o

o make sure you don’t get in trouble. I said with a win

even bother to ask me why am I leaving. Of course who can blame them ?

cket, my phone

ear Sam’s voice and I realize that I comple

e”, As I was saying his name , I can see my friends surprised faces when they looked at him and I am wondering why they are surprised. Is

king at Sam who is now winking , pro

e and nod. “Okay, let's go then, his voice makes my blood boil and all I want to do

on my bear back, sending thousan

they don't know it’s that he is not actually mine, as much as I wanted. Maybe Sam is right just I could go with

had sex in a really long time and I mentally slap myself. Of course that’s with the su

for offering to take me h

order a Uber. “ and I open my

early the amusement in his eyes. “You are not getting home by UBER, It’s late” he told me smiling . “Pl

had sex with the skinny brunette, he is not going to flirt with me, probably he is nice

d me with a big grin on his f

but of course if you want to go to yours instead ,

his place without holding back. I can believe it , do I look th

that stupid smile on his face, and I can’t stop wondering if he can read my thoughts. ”You had what? 3 Tequila shots? Come on, let’s go ,” he

rs are not my passion, but this is a fine

this beauty, it’s to nice. I carefully fixed my mirrors and my driver

doesn’t play tricks on me and he nodded. I can feel his glaze on me , right from the

econd breaking the silence and I c

interview, I still don’t know what happened, my mind we

members me from this morning or if I am just one of those girls from the club, but then it hit me he told

rk with you guys?” I decided to ask him since the questi

oulders clueless and for the second time tonight I felt annoyed

rtly “ Dude , are you going to

home and then I am going to bed, I am tire

you guys, bye bye Jo!” Damien said like he already knew that he was on sp

s, I need to calm my nerves and I need to “Breathe”. I don’t kn

ver and turns

een loving you too long”, and I am so caught up b

s song “ Alex as

tion, yes, I know the song! I used to have it on my playlist “ I smiled looking at h

ht so we got to his

or, but I remember about the changes I’ve made so I took my sweet time to put everything

me, I stumbled and I landed in his arms. How co

softly and thank goodness he is holding me because I feel like I am fain

this late night drinks” I find myself saying. Sometimes

owing what to say so I can still keep my dignity. “I don’t have a wife, a fiancé or a girlfriend, so you’re good” he tells me

affecting me. I have so many mixed feelings but something doesn’t feel right. I don’t want to be just one night stand, I nev

he was with her not to long ago and now he i

by his touch ,” I don’t know what you heard earlier in the women’s r

Sam voice could be heard from far away, when he starts caressing my face and I don’t know why I closed my eyes enjoying his touch. I can feel his

are closed as well and by his looks I d

ds start traveling down on my back with one final destination. As much as I want to sleep with him, the fact that we are in a parking lot and he just can help hims

keys , before I turned and I start walking towards

sn’t say anything. We walk together in silence facing the cold air until w

onight, maybe next time” I say smiling not wanting to make a scene. “ Jo , what’s happe

tween being desperate for having sex and choosing not to have random sex. I don’t need you to pity me, I don’t need volunteers to help me with so called problem

iling. “ Anyway, you are drunk, so let’s talk another time”. I told him t

am not ready for you” my mouth is telling him. He kisses me again more passionately this time and I can

you’re damaged “ he

not to mention that I am a jealous person and don’t want to have you

told me smiling. I can’t believe he asked out, well if that was asking out. He returned my phone with his number added to my contacts as “ My