On your knees

owhere my mind was and thoughts were empty. Only my ears heard: * beep *beep- a sound of messages.* Beep again. Kai was sending messages to him all night because I le

nd quickly ran to the bathroom. Dominick didn't sleep almost all night too, al

*

ay I was so afraid that my belly soon will be bigger. I am afraid to see my mother's reaction. I only said that I'm at my friend's Emma h

ought that I'm out of her league. And it was true Dominick's parents were very rich, while my

behind the door as I held my head with my

I was hugging his toilet as m

ared as that day." He whis

pushed him away from you." Tears were rolling again through my cheeks I wish I had a bu

r seen you like that " I pushed the doors and saw him with the phone in his hand

ed the doors of the bathroom and got out. When he saw my sad face he immediately stopped smiling. he

re?" He asked. His gaze

Why are you not sleeping you should rest." I lay down my heavy body and covered

m." Dominick whispered. "He just all

in confusion. his phone rang with a massage. " Is it him?" I quickly

again on his phone. His mind

med that my all body was reacting to it, it wa

m". Dominick's voice

you? but not now..." and he just says it now? that easily? is he serious? I looked at him with my tensed gaz

was talking that he needs to speak with you." He sighed that

you said anything to hi

little bit. This isn't funny at all, for me. "I wrote that you need time to think

would be a question and not his simple sentence. "He doesn't deserve you. You unders

s's name in my nightmares. I'm asking every day did he wrote something? and somehow for me is easier than he is thinking about me. In my deepe

ve me but I'm still thinking that I didn't deserve him ma

und from my

nymore who texts me."

curious because Dominick is not that person who is attached by somebody o

ks at the phone like it would be no big deal and for

nds ago. Saw him through the window" he easily says if that i

search with my eyes for Kai, but couldn't see anything. "Why

he purpose of that?" He lo

t time was when you went somewhere?" he looked at my clothes and I knew that I look bad in his t-shirts and his sisters PJ pa

you don't talk even with me! I only can hear all the time what did Kai write? Did he write today? or yest

know it's hard but please you must begin to live not just exist." he sits near

be here and bother you." I took away my hand from his palm, slowly, that he wouldn't be offended by my rudeness. I didn't want to be rude.

m anymore. "but you are a real splinter in my ass because you think in that way. How do you even dare to think that I

He stood from the bed and spontan

t. " We shouldn't be here and touch her stuff you know. I tried to hug myself I didn't like to be in her room I felt insecure

ttle more bitch just fo

my wide eyes and watched how

m her closet and raise

aised eyebrow and threw the dress on t

things." I was scared how Dominick looked hypera

He smiled and I heard his low laugh he is like a li

caring, isn't it what siblings are for?" He blinked at me and gave me the beautifu

back." I've begged him but he turned around hi

and those shoes." He gave me so many clothes and shoe

? What Lili will say?" The sw

as a little kid "Be calm take it easy, and tomorrow we will buy something new for you and sexy while you are still not ugly a

d at me almost with tears in his eyes. And quickly he turned away, he doesn't li

nce. I knew that I lost this fight so at least I want to know what is happen

boyfriend" Dominick began to l

y... all evening your face was on the phone. Maybe he is differ

e ever met. But he is not my boyfriend, he is my hobby until I will be

I thought he never met somebody cute and with a big heart, like he was, t

he just e

y?" I wa

ove ok?" I felt a heaviness fro