Chasing Broken Desires

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nger on my sweet lips, preventin

our foreheads now gently touching. I cannot fight against the thoughts that

hands. He smiles at me before he slowly leans into me. The sound of my heart is beating so loud I ca

not waiting for me to answer, he starts mo

ns soft, gentle, and slow. We hold it for a few seconds before our lips begin to move in perfect sync. My eyes fall closed, and all I could feel was him. His warmth, his touch, his being. He is infli

kes me about a minute to settle my racing

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you that keeps drawing me in

I head to the teller. Tyler picks u

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a symbol of my f