Part Of Me

I had no energy for even the simplest of task, I still managed to pull my self out of bed. But aft

orning which would bring about my doom. And every morning just consisted of me w

a peek into my room, they would see me on my bed with my duvet

ht that I was pretending so that he would change his decision. I felt so hurt when

and it is time you realise that

cept it. So with no option left, I resided to fate. The only things that I still did religiously w

Lord krishna gave me the opportunity to pour my hea

slowly when you were anxious. As I layed on my bed facing the window, I would w

usual at this point of my life. I ofcourse wouldn't get an answer from God but only my min

my room. He sat on my bed where I laid wit

he was on my bed. I just

nsure if I was still alive. I adjusted my

just listen t

. I jerked away, startled. Dad was also shocked by my

led again in

my blood shot eyes

ou will be going to school, righ

dn't help the situation. The tears rushed down

s all of this? Tell m

looked away."They just can't und

o help you. I swear I am

uldn't say

udge made him get off my

. I layed back on my bed, facing the window a

ou do tomorrow"

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I relunctantly woke up and saw my mom's face. I

m called aff

e was today? I had actual

get ready for school

e. All these days I was waiting for

got off my bed and made to leave when she stopped and said,"Avni, y

t shut as I watched her leave. At first I just

. I tried to sleep but would be

I had to pull through. I took a bath, washed my hair and put on some fre

mirror that I had been backing and took a good look a

n cause of me not eating properly and my skin was growing pale

ed to take care of it but I just completly just left it to waste

razy person and I'm sure everyone you mee

up my bag. I had packed all my medicines, a novel, an earpiece, my phone and some

door shut closed and I felt so scared. Today I was going to leave the place that I found solace

g in the car for me. My father flashed me a smile as I got into the car. He ha

o darling?"

he road. On the way dad was telling me about my new school and how amazing it was. Mom pay

listening. My mind kept racing, it wouldn'

hat would happen today". "What if the oth

they made fun of how I looked!"What if I freaked at start acting like a cr

called, looking

name for the past ten seconds. We were alread

topped. I got out of the car, st

re here at your new sch

building. It was huge and looked more like an academy for the rich than a regular highschool, rang

oods hig

chool looked amazing, it looked expens

and opening my hands. I didn't want to step into that schoo

ng terrified. He left mom's side a

be nervous. You are going to like

right. Maybe I would like it here. Maybe I was just overthinking it a

ile. "I can do this. I can do this" I