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It only hurts when..

It only hurts when..

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Chapter 1 It only hurts when...

Word Count: 911    |    Released on: 18/09/2021

on the song it onl

nd Elijah and there constant battle with their feelings towar

scenes , violence, rape, emotional and physical bullyin

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did she know it would never end her suffering. She’d been dealing with anxiety and depression since that god awful day, she was regretting her decision to become his wife. She didn’t want him nor did she want to be married to that obnoxious asshole. He’d treated her like shit s

st to drop off whatever it was and he’d see to it when he returned, but today was different today felt off any other time he wouldn’t be in his office and she’d just d

s nothing she could do about it why? Why me? She thought out loud if it wasn’t bad enough to share a bed with the devil himself she had to deal with the amount of women he would screw before her. She’d had enough this time, she was

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she may be a good screw after a hard day's work, but that is all. I did this as a favour to her so she could have a roof over her head after her parents died. She was a good P.A. And that was the only reason I kept her around. Everyone thinks I’m an ass hole for treating her the way I do, they are right she doesn’t deserve

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sweetheart. W

ar from the beginning I was nothin

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for me Elijah today proved it. Jus

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ng her chin in the palm o

. The ones your whores can’t. I’m sick of coming last, I'm sick of the way you treat me. I should never have agreed to the

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1 Chapter 1 It only hurts when... 2 Chapter 2 Prologue 23 Chapter 3 Can hold my breath only for a little while4 Chapter 4 'Til reality starts sinking in5 Chapter 5 Turn the page and skip to the end6 Chapter 6 To where I swore I would try7 Chapter 7 Since the last time I crossed the line 8 Chapter 8 In the back of my mind I know9 Chapter 9 It only hurts when your eyes are open10 Chapter 10 Lies get tossed and the truth is spoken 11 Chapter 11 it only hurts when the door is open12 Chapter 12 Dreams are lost and hearts are broken13 Chapter 13 Miles away promise from a burning bed 14 Chapter 14 Two worlds that should never collide 15 Chapter 15 One word would end if you ever heard 16 Chapter 16 Tear the page out that reminds me17 Chapter 17 When I swore I'd be strong 18 Chapter 18 Now, the next time has come and gone19 Chapter 19 Well, maybe I'm wrong, I know 20 Chapter 20 It only hurts when the door is open21 Chapter 21 Lies are tossed and truth is spoken… It only hurts when the door is open22 Chapter 22 Dreams are lost and hearts are broken23 Chapter 23 I know what you're feeling24 Chapter 24 Someone who's not there25 Chapter 25 I know that you're waiting26 Chapter 26 'Cause love is worth saving27 Chapter 27 But only for so long, so long, so long28 Chapter 28 I swore that I would try29 Chapter 29 Since the last time30 Chapter 30 Epilogue - The last time31 Chapter 31 Authors note32 Chapter 32 Let Me Go - Love that once hung on the wall33 Chapter 33 Used to mean something, but now it means nothing34 Chapter 34 The echoes are gone in the hall35 Chapter 35 But I still remember, the pain of December36 Chapter 36 Oh, there isn't one thing left you could say I'm sorry it's too late37 Chapter 37 I'm breaking free from these memories38 Chapter 38 Gotta let it go, just let it go