Inevitably Captivated

shove him off the couch. They’re acting as if I intended to throw the ball

d to the way she looks. I can’t describe her as beautiful because then I’d be doing her injustice. There’s something about her plump lips that

od. She wasn’t moved by my flirting attempts, she was actually annoyed. Flirting isn’t my way of trying to get her to go on a date with me and honest

for the millionth time in front of my assholes of friends. “But seriously Owen, she doesn’t date at

and not once have I even seen her express her liking

I mentally pray that she just doesn’t like d

s.” Owen continues and my eyebrows crease. Commitment issues? I think I can deal with that. I can take it step by step with her or I may be pushing, I h

sake! It’s like I’m destined to give up without even trying. I have to work really hard to

mething?” Chris asks, ea

stion?” Daniel speaks

ou’ve seen the girl! She

favour. She’s an expert at turning guys down.” Ow

g.” I shrug as I take a sip of the

I’ve never had any trouble with impressing a girl before, but I have a feeling that I’m going to have all the troubles I have never faced before combined as I try to i

It probably happens twice a week. I have got this place for myself and a nice company is needed from time to time. My mum b

ven bother telling him the truth… I actually didn’t tell my mum. I still don’t know why I’ve been keeping the truth away from them for years; perhaps it’s because I know I was partially at fault, too. I mean, who

table. I may be a guy, but I’m a neat freak. I love organizing everything and putting it in its place. I look at my perfume bottles and I notice that they’re a bit out of

t whenever I see her if I found out. She seems li

teeth white and clean. I open the cabinet after brushing my teeth. I reach for the small orange bottle I have at the back of th

he substance with the card I leave in the cabinet, I bend down and snort the substance, making sure not to leave any traces of it on the counte

of my pain and what numbs my pain. This is what keeps my mind awake and what sedates my rapid thoughts. This is everything and its opposite