Play The Game

ngs right now. I still keep on thinking what could be the

he first time

keeps on b

I keep on f

, yes, but why does my world revolve around

xing the dining table. I wonder

l from the c

he was hugging

cupied?” I just smiled

ing about

ehead immedi

abou

dered how many times did you ma

n he pretended like he di

come to my birthday but I can never stay mad at him. God knows how many time

eat.” H

didn’t

nnoyed, he’s star

ing this to me?” I ask

ted to know

ned, he was ca

called me by

my first name it’s a sign that he

with you, I want us to

him a

d. I was keeping it together but I felt like

I’m sorry. What else

ing at me s

now myself, I would be bo

t me. You say sorry, sorry for this, sorry for that but did you actually

here flaunting their relationship publicly. I idolize how t

me with sadne

ken. I do have a boyfriend who will pick me up outside of my classroom, t

ov

t hi

t then I realized I was your secr

tood

ouch me,

r my hands again but

n’t fight with me

my tea

idea, having dinner

hings and went

, I might get soft yet again for him. I didn’t want to

hel, thank god

e ar

the b

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? Won’t Calvin

ell I

. I’ll wa

ed, it was noisy bu

of our classmates. As soon as I reached their

fire girl,”

ings like how Calvin and my p

it willingly. I wanted to get d

er shot for

glass from her hand when som

ing out from the ho

as T

d at me

oked

w you care for you

sed both o

ome said, one of

like he didn’

ing,” He

barely managed to stand up on my own th

r. He was just sitting

’t know what to say but then

ying for

on loving the same person over and over again.” I said then looked at the

’t say

I’m making myself miserable for a man,” I remembered so many times, the men will

rted t

drop you off

because for sure, Calvin

me anywhere e

s you just have to accept the fact that