Wretched Self

ange feeling that I haven't felt before.

ock on the back of my notebook. I have to focus on

ttracted. I should have not thought of t

er and can stand on my own. I just realized that I am leaning on Sew's and also at Jinx. It's like if I

y attention immediately diverted to our l

d at her awkwardly. I also smiled at my classmates apologetically but they just

Marquez. You're a scholar, woul

efore looking dow

ad. She gestured to me the seat and so I sat back

if I should go to the canteen since I am not hungry, a

e advanced in every lesson. I don't want to lose my schol

also don't want to waste time. My education is n

then went there as I found one. I sat on the chair but before I was able t

s childish? Can they stop me? My presence was just on side and

time, someone just slapped my table using a thick book, that made

her with my no life expression, making her beams fade. She

ork. Before I got out of the campus gate, a group of frien

dent. Then they laughed like there were hilarious things that just happ

t they blocked me again. My jaw clenched in a subtle way. G

ing lot. After I fixed myself, I looked at him who's

he asked. I bit my low

to, and I have a jo

before looking around, looking

l bring you the

? But I can go with myself!

o without me, Astra. Obey me next t

do is to

front of us. At first, I thought someone would be murdering us but I wa

the guy removed the helmet that was covering his head,

his hand to me, I stared at him for

just saying my name to him. Why am I always stunning wheneve

Jinx. He was tapping the motorcycle, gesturing to me to si

!" Simon waved his hand before walking towards the

ad in immediate before biting the inside of my ch

ting in front and preparing his helmet. I went near him and he handed me the extra

e first before takin

urprise. I did not expect

ve been this

, my mother just

nd of course, I saw my former home again. Just like yesterday, it

s my life." I don't know what to say about his statement. It's just t

at was on his back, that serves as my support t

and healthy relations

still on my w

ld do was refuse. He can't help me! He guided me starting in the m

m to go to his

I was about to say no when he cut me of

e evening and I can't deny that it was so tiring. The customer gave

hook my head shyly and didn't utter anything. I chose to be in silence ra

re continuing what I was doing. The manager might have caught

cheap phone just rang all of a sudden. I gave th

. I don't know who is calling, the number

en I hear a familiar voice on the other line. It's my sist

I admit that I miss her just in a day but I can't stop myself from feeling

just went to a hospital.. p-please, help

thing tugged my chest hence

th