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eyes when the head

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lance around the

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n as i was trying

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ubbed my palms

and turned off the

nymore cause

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dn’t set it…it mus

yes tucking my ha

to do this mornin

my alarm when I

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to Bryan…my long ti

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iend since grade 7 a

ve him not only bec

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7 and only Ellen k

dn’t have the nerve

the way i looked..I

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that happened right

or anot

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k hair is full and

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shock?…y

yes on me..he’s gonn

probably be shy to

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bed and walked majes

as i admir

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my boy

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pped to the

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dro

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with “Makers high s

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brought ou

nd crouched in fro

pair of new

ed beside my school

fluffy

bathroom,then hang

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ked over to the sin

tion in the oval mirr

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ver m

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off the

take l

rom the closet then

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s

en my school shirt.

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wer cap and sat on

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fall down

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ttle lip gloss

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tion wit

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king it drop

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f my

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as i drifted in the

co

st flight of stairs t

s the

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up before dousing

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back to

eady perceived your

kin

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hi

‘good morning’ to yo

and i c

ning mum”

ecking me on

and .. how was you

you set up that cr

in

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u know i don’t like

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logise for setting

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re’s Liam?” I as

college and he and

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e drank so much las

d rollin

fast to the dining…y

sa

y of hamburger and

di

d placed my breakfast

miling at interval.

few minutes..I gulp

at the way it glid

to the kitchen and

said rushing ou

hope you are with

ea

led loudly from

f the house an

Max” I greet

ing Mara”

back door a

wheels turned on th

the c

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and i quickly aligh

g him

the school m

urn to look at m

surprised at my sud

and walked on in p

s i ove

his not the

so bea

shape is d

at her stra

hen i saw my best fr

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ppily and pulle

kly from the hug bu

said excitedly but

thout

his

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mo

am

ong?” I asked…sh

ur cramps

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okay?”

ke I’m not?”

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hy are you being m

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quarrel before i dec

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end i have and loosi

myself

saying when i noti

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ed their

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s, looking more han

on his forehead,his

n glowed, his pink l

len’s face diss

d face Bryan…he

n he walked past m

aced his l

ed him bac

happened…i felt a st

going down slowly w

my body hit the har

d closing slowly,

lope

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