My Rapist My Lover

et" messages but there was nothing. It was frustrating I even considered taking Monde's offer of

onde and I were cuddlin

Y MY DAUGHTER IT WAS A

se I used to send them "peanuts" as she called it, this meant that Monde had sen

trying to contain the anger

n you call my

sit some mone

ew there and then that he was guilty he al

even get your

our p

er, you always take decisions for me and I don't a

t you would

are just throwing your money on my

ating you" h

the and what you did w

my way out, Monde was really annoying me at times it was alre

throom I find him in his

are you

s wallet then car keys then left, mxm

oved cooking when stressed out it calmed my nerves in a way.

lunch tomorrow" doesn't t

'm not

to and you are the only person

y or anything but at the same time I didn

ay okay

hink so I'

you" sh

you

was just asking for formality I didn't ex

you s

. Simphiwe felt like it was her duty to welcome us all and be friendly to us since she was the first one to join the Mbatha fam

him away when he had been nothing but good to me, I was about to call him when I got a call from Sandile we spoke every now and then so he knew I was

for you" I could do

ats

r you since you don't

you

a bit excited p

am elated

ompany, you will be w

now I'm not qua

e interview th

I asked

that will give yo

ly means a lot to me althoug

M and the person who is supposed to be my boyfriend was still not back from wherever he was at. I didn't want to dish without

t.v while a thrower was wr

I didn't want her knowing about my relationship problems she might trust me but I don't trust her. I

such that you could drown yourself on alcohol. Did this mean everytime we have an argument he is gonna go and drink, I wanted to apologise

g the blankets furiously and went to warm his food. The time was 3:00am, I tapped my foot in impatience while the microwave took forever.

er

one go I was about to tur

going to s

d at hi

uffocating you" I si

the high chairs

I shouldn't have said t

ut

sions that involve me, if you want this to work you need to meet me halfway I am not your c

ook my hands and kissed my knuckles wh

I thought I was l

but you about i

okay" I smiled see that wasn't s

re, come

hours he wasn't talking to me, I stood in front of

fine?" he as

t like it wh

like it

one thing" I poi

list

g every time we fight

't in a club or anything like

t that Simphi

ne" he smirke

her that anyway she aske

eah " So are

ng to talk to me about, I didn'

t look "seriously people like you Min

uh

look at you emall especial

I said kissing hi

ady up working in his study, I went to wash my face, bru

s going back Durban because that is where he worked formally, he owned properties this side so he didn't need to be here always because his brother took care of

him I had the meat in all the right places but no I was not feeling it. I was wearing a high waisted denim skirt with an off the shoulder

d all of that. I love y

a do what a girl gotta do" I said smiling.

look" I sai

rt a bit too ti

o not

ng my love y

nd call Simphiwe te

meeting" said Monde getting up

ela S

g down sipping cocktail Mo

up to give me a hug she wa

ng?" I said after we had

ng her out. Just then the big brother's wife got i

t's girls day out" o

r one, join us" I said try

de I will see you around"

don't know how Masande got

mean, that i

she is married she owns everyone" okay I ch

en with Musa" I said try

t? My pupils were

can you be with someone for eight years and not get married. When you have met t

I can see he

ging

y ever home nowadays even yesterday he did not come back home" wait, I thought they were together with Mo

ng maybe you are just readi

he takes his calls outside and this one

you ask hi

bout how I don't trust him blah blah blah" No! when men

mean you haven't caught him red-handed rig

does one say in such situation, I was saved by

to him openly as they sa

more before p

I said as we headed outside, she looked at me like she was going