The Road to Me

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at? I can't h

yself smiling at what she's doing,

found out it's a notification that she keeps sharing someone's post. My news feed flood

m indeed trapped w

is near. Gu

it to m

st with the caption, 'what a

his a sign to admit?" I sa

nd myself waiting for

t turned out, I was already waiting for 30 minutes, still there's no reply. I thou

ke it's useless because every minute she keeps on sharing posts, so you obviously know that she's online. But there are also times when she's not in the mood to share posts on Facebook, so

ked up my phone and visited her profile picture. Her profile picture is a side view with a flash of

that already has a nose line on it, pinkish lips and puffy cheeks. She's hai

The reason is, I'm too trapped with her and I don't find myself entertaining anymore with my same gender. Yes, I'm also attracted w

ification, hoping that it's from Lara.

haring it?.' I can hear her voice saying that tea

ng with her. It's just a chat but the

m already contented with it. At least, she's

asleep right away. I just appreciating th

miling like an idiot. But, I can't help it,

eryone when she's pissed off. Being crazy with her friends. Pouting when hungry. Smirki

r. I also don’t know how, am I already too o

But at least... she's here, pouting in front of me. Such a cutie. I wrote my name on it and g

eye contact like that. Yes, we also used to stare at each other but I know... she's not reading me be

t off. She's hard working here at school... She is so busy, you can always see her walking around. She's so active, even if it's about organizations, academically and extra curricular, everything. She can do everything. And even just watching her d

, before leaving, I ended up my gaze

ind myself that probably, they are still walking. So I just looked for something to eat first. I waited

eived a message... oh, it's fro

a

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bast

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ust bac

be too ov

makin weir

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ust a

haha!

st before,

o awkw

ll happ

ed my mind that she might have somethi

e

dunno what

A sudden confession from you

a

stop assum

dness wil

k

e

such a

a

you

l but my smile won't go away either. Where is Lara?! I don’t know

Mae

's your

ief when she's

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only tell

Mae

t is it

with her short t

hot my convo with Kat

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it.

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already

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our sham

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for a second then

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AHA

hurts because I'm just smiling at

She's crazy, and