Wishes Come True

POINT

chairs, and a few feet away there's a dark green sofa, where we lay him, and I, -unfort

his arm to place it on his broad chest, which mo

s along the insid

lowed by regular, strong heartbeats, then the date when I caught them together, but these numbers are ugly written and broken

ears, and it took my brain some time to process what he

looking at the tattoo, as the tears that I fought so hard to keep insi

He asks, making me

edulous voice as I look him in the eye, really wanting to see if he h

ng each word, and something in me snaps as I

like that! And his voice! I heard him, it so hoarse with arousal... it was... what the fuck do you mean what did I see? Are you really that cruel?" I don't give

ucking pull apart and look at me! I fucking hate you! Both of you! You fucking ruined me, you know that? You ruined me!!!" I yell between painful sobs, tryin

e's c

will... and you did... I don't blame you though, because you didn't know a lot of things that he did for you, the sacrifices that he made just so you would have everything you need... but, J.J.... he would kill himself before he would be

." I barely whisper as I wipe the damn tears

and I see that a bruise is forming where I held him, or better yet, squeezed, and I want to k

weren't searching for treasures." I say sarcastically as I wipe the tea

ak your heart, that he will break his own heart. His voice was hoarse for the same reason, my groaning was because of his very fucking tight grip on my hips, which he took to ground himself. You know that when he's upset, angry, or anxious he fists his han

shitless because he passed out, and I thought he died. The phone was downstairs, and I wanted to call the ambulance but decided to give him CPR, and thanks to God, before I got to give hi

se he would wake up calling your name, then remember that you're gone, and have

I belie

n

yb

poss

you to be full, gain weight, be healthy. Or that that ugly ass jacket that he wore after he gave you his, had no fucking emotional connection, or what the fuck ever he said? He bought it from a guy with 10 bucks. Or that he didn't go to a fucking consult and

an ask him..." He trails off with a small, hopeful smile, pleading with his da

here's one

st used me until he got you?" I ask, desperately seeking answers, reas

the plan was that he would come with you,

d he had to take care

now

d." He air quotes the word rejection, confusin

because he always cleaned your messy room, and guess what? He saw that it was actually a congratulatio

e pain will blind you, but...

ice away from me?" I can't hide the anger in my voice, but

alize that he was talking at present, and my heart

rd 'loved', and my heart stops again, my eyes land on Tris

le that he s

well, brother, his adoptive kid, who is Sean's boyfriend, and me, he doesn't even shake hands with anyone." He explains,

ged into a remorseful one

day, I managed to convince him to come to a pub and celebrate with a beer, and I took him to a gay bar. Needless to say, I got myself a black eye again. The third year, I took back my keys from him, locked

ctantly, and I shake my head as a negative answer because I can't talk, I am fighting with th

in your memory, that he would let someone else touch him and wash away your touches and kisses.

to get o

as well." He pleads as he comes and crunc

n... I had... money?" I ask betwee

I explained things and he finally agreed. He packed his bags, bought a train ticket, and when I drove him to the train station, we saw a magazine with you and a guy on it... so... after he woke up from his attack

what the fuck did I do? I... Oh, God!!! NO!" I scream as I sob,

. But when he saw that you're in a relationship, he thought you

e! The fucking Media... I never... Dee... please believe me... please..." I trail

n't want to jeopardize your happiness even if that meant that he would suffer." Every word feels like a stab, like a punch, and... it hurts even more than the pain of hi

'm sorry..." I kept repeating over and o

, but I escape his grip and go to Tristan, and place my head on his b

t go, but not before I look at his perfect, flawless, face, and run my fingertips over his sexy scrub, admire the long and curved eyelashes, trace

." Dee explains in a sympathetic voice, and my heart aches and cries in pain whil

nd I reluctantly get up, but as soon as I did, I go

" Dee asks worried and grabs me by

to regain my breath and visio

I'm well... well enough to go ou

state as I sit on the hoo

ow. First,

to him face to face, not on the ph

you don't want him, if you don't love him, don't come back. I'll make an exception and lie to him,

a soft voice laced with worry

he would scare Sean by crying in his sleep, and screaming your name, so, I would sleep on the ground and wake him up." I

y head hurts, but not like my heart... there's no phys

e the room." He says with a smile, wiggling his eyebrows, t

nfusion, and he roll

voice, leaving room for interpretation, and a wil

also had those kinds of dreams..." He trails off, wi

y, trying to change the subject, and he looks at me in

e!" He exclaims loudly, looking at me as if he's hurt and flabbergasted, and I quickl

h a smile, and he shakes his head as in no, but t

times he smiles genuinely and wholeheartedly, are when he's with his kids, or when he talks about you." I want to tell him to stop telling me these kin

ill sleeps in his room, and he didn't change anything in it, not even the drapes, not even that shity bed." At the mention of his bed, for the first time i

ous tone of voice that makes Dee smile

y in a couple of hours. But fi

se there's no way in Hell

hoice away from me, but it's overshadowed by the

to talk to him, that he'll see you." His words sent another jolt of pain through me because I know I'm the reason

y phone number, call me if something happens." I plead, afraid th

s alone." I nod, not being able to talk, and not wanting to

t to." He says as if he read my mind, making my heart skip a beat

shakes his head in amusement, then wraps his

ghtens his grip on me, and all I manage to do is

ike that, hearing that pain... it was hard and fucking painful." His emotional shaky voice comes with tears that fill his eyes, then r

swallow hard, then nod as if we understand each other, and without a word, he tu

the one I gave to the homeless guy, and the money,