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opened. My mom jumped on me, hugging me. I needed the same

d you so much," I

oo, umm where's dad?

I wanted dad to be here. My parents were really conservative, there's no way they're

o you." There goes no

elling her everything. My dream is to go to Los Angeles and make something out of mys

a thunderous v

He was standing at the door with a bag full of groceries. "The only t

er worst nightmare

e just listen to me. This is m

our room Raelynn,

s the final word. I ran back to my room as tears rolled down my eyes. I stared at my

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or the next 2 months and them refusing. I was constantl

own parents. I had changed in one night and their consta

ed. I was thinking unbelievable things, putting myse

tried every last way I could but they made me hate them. They just wanted to marry m

mind as I packed up my bags. Tiptoeing into my parents' room, I stole

in the streets. It was way past midnight and I h

ike I was lost in the middle of nowhere.

and that was when I started feeling better. It was like if I believed in myse

s rising. I checked in and completed all

r breaking everything. I had no

f. I got a window seat but even that didn't stop me from

can't find me anywhere. When they'll read my letter. I dread at the thought that ho

already flying towards LA.

myself back to my senses as I got out of the airport. I was stil

smouth. The 6 hours journey drained the very littl

e a sign. Like even if I might've made a mistake, I should at least try to fix it befo

arted beati

uzzled that I nearly just got killed. The car screeched to stop an inch before my legs. Through

he taxi to take me to the hotel I've resear

possible hotel still not affordable

oom and as beautiful as something I cannot describe. Since then, I bury myself with all those thoughts, mostly of

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up after that day. I realised I had failed t

elming CV. I haven't heard from any of the companies I mailed an

uide me through it even if my parents gave up on me. I was almost out of money be

ays looked around for him. How could I think that it'd be that easy to get a well-settled job here? How could I make such a huge decision without e

was already humiliated enough to take shelter in Sherri's house. She just wanted me

t's the best t

packed my bags and went around looking for some m

'd lost recently. Black bags were visible under my eyes, blackheads, I

everything inside it. Everything was thrown in

something near the table's corner on the fl

ss card. I flipped it to its front and scanne

at the thing rig

God," I