Diary of a Cheat

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zie Divi

a's

'm not meant to intrude but I will

in no way

How may

have no idea how I would get to work and it's ha

so

aren't the one who told

u mind coming

e a choic

ing thanks I might

I say it" I r

all

sh

to his car parked

ront seat and helped me in.As we moved

and it reminded me of I

ogether.I couldn't control the

in

led star

cried and parked the

's wr

tight.I needed a friend at that

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ked w

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t, now tell me w

m ma

kept mute fo

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minded me of

he d

I sensed he

dead to

urt y

watching me

on me with m

e biggest fool there is

ve you the right to say anything you like ab

drifting away from hi

ry much Gina, don't ke

do you

lling to fo

N

have to forgive him so you woul

. He doesn't

about him. Fig

ended the day he brough

o changing

don't unde

hy

tition yet you wan

appy and that's

any

in

me back to work

me and star

here right? You can t

. Tha

you don't deserve a tea

told him an

r di

she wasn't in, whereas I could hear her voice inside the house. Each time I ask her what's up? She tells

g to find out what

r di

p..She says she's tired of our relationship and doesn't se

Why didn't she tell me she had a relationship with Zack in

ck's diary on the other. Today at work was as hectic as

an effect on me that I found it

e a secret from me and so did my so-called b

d continued reading, my curios

r di

hip, my heart was broken too. Shattered it to pieces beyo

two people in love made me sick, I would shout at two lovers telling the guy she would one day lea

smile as I read my

eard from downsta

time? What are

urant so I thought of returning

ank

are w

ng back inside"

nd was about to clim

a, w

d turning t

, he calle

.

You

en placed his lips o

help it" He said but I igno

d I" I said a

lling how we

I closed Zack's diary and w

id waking up and chec

presentation I was to do and I was already running late, I couldn't help but b

obe and wore it immediately, I rus

ask Dave for help. I told my

I decided the distant I am from him the b

sy road. I checked the time and concluded if I got a taxi now and lu

again but no on

ful" I heard as

ed and he le

off to Gina?

kind" I said e

it meant my company's growth and it was m

been calling her but she refuses t

I said watching

today yet you are putting on a s

lized due to rushing, I forg

I said trying

o turn off

e" I replie

's Z

ting him from finding out the tru

tell her to answer my cal

best to conve

ank

J

Y

ve you and Jenny

ow. Why d

and Jenny's relationship ended last two years so why did he go back to her? Why was s

? Maybe that's why

last time we d

till upset abo

went to the restaurant to meet you, she tol

e, Jenny never

said dropping me

I said smiling as I

, it's nothing"

about leaving

in

Y

l her to pi

watched him drive

e rides now?" I

asked staring at Jen

t wo

hy is

drove you out of your marriage

you wan

more? I came to wish you

done enoug

ot don

than poke into other people's affa

im who broug

a problem

fter him to get back at me for t

play fair. Jim h

yourself you know, a married woma

of a

sod

nny, you are the one chasing my

said about to slap m

ou dare lay your hand on me else"

like you did to your husband? That's the only thing you can do,

eve I once co

our loss

ou had Jim s

nd wanted a relationship for the both of us. When I saw how you kept talking about Zack and I had not

odity you can easily pic

had sex lots of times before but that day own just felt right. As Zack ever made you feel like a real woman just as he makes me feel

ily, I couldn't hold back my te

me Zack? Why?" I ask

lied powder to prevent anyone from knowin

ew products is targeted on the consumers specifically the audience w

how will you know anything about teenagers?

fact that I had advised her to be one o

o you know?" One of t

we are launching new wears and want to attract the attention of the young adult we have to know their style and see in their perspective,drawing

to di

nny" I said trying to k

I have as much right as you all seated here including yo

fter my presentation"

nny?" Mr Clyde one of our

it has been successful in the last couple of years, introducing a new idea just won't cut it. A lot of men and women

any had been running for the past fiv

th fresh and creative, Youths and Teenagers want something that's both casual and at the same time can be worn to any event without feeling any inconveniences. They want to feel comfortable and at the same time dressed for success, Men and women who patronize our wears will surely be confident to let us handle their children wears and this will not only boost our gains by 50% but also cat

d God meanwhile Jenny was filled with rage in her chair, I smiled k

impressiv

t was all God sir

art working on your ideas"

ing about when you called?" I asked Hannah

't b

d you do

ou up on a

lationship with any man besides I'm still marrie

ou have been moody and so I thou

g me up on a dating site?

ny of them just see what not being ma

of things I do and don't. Remove my account fr

l but just

won

hav

don

s already here" Hannah sa

ked and she

know

te back in college"

aving, tell me how it was

I called

?" I heard from behi

't know you d

made an account for me and f

with me" I s

friends

ea

w's life going

mpany to my name, what more can I a

ar lives" I said an

left off. After having lunch, he walked me to m

called and

ge to tell you but now I think it's right for me to..

married" I said and he

this some kin

s not. " I said showi

hy did you come o

nd thought of getting me a date, believe me I only f

ere married the moment I saw your wedding

d the date before it took place in the

ngs with him" Andy

He said w

y and into my office on

supposed to

can come anyti

using your

u want, I call i

Miss

appy, how w

you forced me in

.Spill the

of bonding

known he wasn't any

rsh of a t

t meant to taste like h

me a long time ago and didn

be he isn'

! How nic

o what was yo

him I wa

would blow up your chan

w. But why won't I?

t! N

is why I don'

y, b

wha

rst would be a flop I

kidding

t this is the la

this one. Who know

besides you are only h

m having, I'm not goi

a night Gina,

so forget

was your pr

grateful just had

for you. In

y kept inte

jealou

the case h

do you

for being fooled and being stupid to think I was married to someone who loved me alone and thinking I had a friend

ng you in pain that's why I keep suggesting you go out on dates not necessarily to

need to forget all

pirit!" Hanna

e into going on this date" I

way with wo

isingl

one of m

g her do my make

" I asked and H

question,

meo

I said who?" I asked s

tairs and Hannah look

She announ

k?" I asked s

He's waiting" Ha

and went d

tell me this is a prank"

ul" He compliment

questions? I just asked you someth

your

w?w

rong with me? W

e on a dating site" I

ed me to help change your mood

with this. So that's why she refused to tell

to make you happy and

of you but I'm not going

hy is

I am happy a

lesbian now?"

I said about to go back in

Gina, It won't hurt

, I love being in my own company away fro

it's not a must it's at a restaurant j

n give it to

you are coming to h

going to f

ays I

ha

ifted me and then t

s kidna

g stubborn I wouldn'

r restraining" I said

't prevent you from

not

are you av

's

ou

ackwards. He came close till

ave" I said about to le

eep running

I'm m

try not to but I just can't sto

Chin and kissed

I not d

ed.This i

m away and

nd came back and

verything Jenny said about he

me feel? The way he holds me and caresses me, the way he kiss

ht now I didn't care, Zack's and my relationship had broken already so why should I build i

want this?" Dave a

asked him and pulled off my dr

e, kissing me all over. This

held my dress and ran into

ust enveloped me and I couldn't bring m

et me guess you

ugging her. Crying was my only resort to

after Dave. How would I be able to bring myself to lift my head up proud that

appened

had sex

w.

as overcomed by lust and anger

dn't" Hannah sai

ow my face to Dave tomorro

to und

i try my be

ow, I'm so sorry I

***

come out of the house as I was trying my best to avoid

imes to be sure he was not outside.Now to make things wors

I walked out of the house and headed

rning ma

came to get the food

e get it" He sa

led with food, I paid and he offered to help me t

on Sunday. I held one of the bags and as

my heart sank as my sunglass

I knew then and ther

..v

sed like you are

ho would I b

both kno

y, I

t I'm truly sorry, it was my fault I should

ually, I was e

us

ea

ened else it would have bee

ea

I don't reg

egret what we almo

said and I knew this was temptation. A tempt

ts me to a man and if I don't abstain rather than Zac

arried

ommit I understand that but pl

it for ou

ur

something you and I

regretted it if we were intimate yesterday. We ar

maintain m

derst

came close and kissed

king you on a ride the

said and walked stra

ce from Dave. This was just Lust, me wanting to satisfy my

ay, far away as p

ook Zack's diary

of a

ter

zie Divi

r di

and she was the waitress. Prettiest waitress I have ever seen! Her

e asked and I was bro

ut loud and fe

Excus

eant food,

n see

es out of your mouth" She w

staring at her and I could

also recalle

r di

this continued till she threatened

d readi

r di

rday. I have tried talking to her several times but all attempts I made fail

never knew he was trying h

g and I answ

ernoon, w

nd

did you get

n the dat

O

has been taken down,

ke it down..And you?

ed in any so

supposed to be done on a dating si

ends never seem to un

erstands why I

nna

fr

ice name b

r know someone

k with your husban

decided to ab

o settle things with h

I need to settle thi

free to

h, w

sta the way you like it. I pro

't think it's

hurt you" He said and I recalled Dave saying

't kno

o people eating pasta and cat

on one c

t's

said wanting to make sure we wo

ou up at noon then,

I said and e

e you seem and appear invisible to all guys but once you are in

him and was about read

beaut

ought we cl

maintain distance, you didn

r lip knowing

l you be free tomo

ee, I wouldn't go

ou think I w

rried woman isn't supposed to do, thin

l you know but here I am makin

nt to make me happy, you will drop the id

l..How was

sleep, gui

didn't even

made I and Zack relati

n't. That's

it if I stay far and I

when

if it's

w I don'

do you

ith your husband yet you haven't

was never a divorcee neither was my grandma or my

me to terms with it one way or the other, we are in modern tim

ents and I for one do

divorce or not, it will be in your interest if part of his property were y

on't want

ill lov

pt m

receiving another call and so I ended th

's t

d the cal

had missed him a lot and even though I never admit

t on you, that day when you saw I and Jen

how I was going to tell him I had almost

saying anythin

ing to churc

urc

end church ever since you

and Jenny ar

my place in

not allowing her an

me feel better? Cause if

about this?

e-pie order y

t a yes

here sh

nt of your door" I heard

kidding

op

tairs and op

address?" I asked af

you a few

e stalk

I did when

I rem

I com

alk" I said al

called that I left th

ehind a pillow wit

He asked st

sit" I off

aking a view

always wanted" Came Zack as

e of the decor

" He compliment

an I of

hing

will ri

th a glass of

oned the food. I mean I caught him in bed with my best friend and her

cious just

You skipp

it show

minutes there's no way it seems like you wer

drop it in the sink, came ba

us to talk.

enny wer

pretending

ea

you keep it away from me?" I qu

want you t

er took it as an opportunity to get clo

lans on being with

Zack, I saw you bo

w how I got there or ho

talk about?" I asked angrily

ow I tried, her wor

ke love to Jenny?" I

in

need an answer..Was it once, t

e and I pre

aught you both was that the first time you and Jenny

I was drunk, believe me I didn't know when I gave in

imes has th

s" Zack sa

lie" I said holdi

why? I was the one hurt not him. He

sorry

repeatedly? The three times you did it you weren't drunk Za

u took the opportunity to sleep with my best friend be

h and everyone of them to me. That tramp I call a best friend sent them

na" Zack said

me! You disgust me!

he hands of time to preve

you could enjoy your love affair with my best f

thousand times won't change anything but I'm begging you please come back

er coming back, you've lost me forever" I said abo

s he makes me feel? The way he holds me and caresses

ing that the one I gave my all was the one she tal

ed him. I held him close and

What's wron

sed you" I told him and

nd quickly drifted, I

as Jenny? You didn't drift when Jenny ca

it's no

what

k you have fo

at Zack." I sai

t" I told him going for his t

ver you Gina?

and kiss her, what do you expect me to do than want to feel that way. I'm your wife Zack yet anot

ina" He said

ure you don't leave this place with

when she came close I wouldn't have resorted to this. If you really cared about me or our relationship, she wouldn't be taking my place in your life and wouldn't be living with you.

ease don'

e your pick and choice. I ha

y parents? What

t if a grown man such as you can't handle his sexual urge around a woman tha

me not want

screamed angrily and

let out the tears that were b

?" I asked cry

it my wrist. I couldn't take the pai

d the knife from me, he t

or something? What do you think I would do if you are gone?

coldings and hu

rce" I muttered after a

why you d

irst time they had being sleepin

give you the right to

y, I lost

t know what I would have done if I had

nutes

ou get in?" I asked after a

ck on you and saw that your door was opened s

usband" I told him w

ling yourself

do it, I did it o

rting him even after

him Dave, I'm only

im I could h

ll here

in time you woul

nk God

the right to

, I just don't want yo

d suicide and you ar

didn't comm

was able to ge

Dave, it would be b

eaving you

of myself, I don'

e of yourself today, holding a kn

Dave please l

going a

g stubborn

being so stubborn I would have t

oman Dave, I'm

like one" Dave s

ith you. Leave!"

not leaving, someone needs to

ou have no right to me or my life so don't tr

Hannah here

u w

ave my

mber but she wasn't answering the call. This continue

ng" Dave said goin

ss he left" I

to lock the door, we don't

f myself." I said

ike to eat?" He a

ungry. Ple

I'm not

take care

't hear you say that" Dave s

leave me alone?" I

and brought out Zack's diary. Afte

r di

tion keep trying, one day your failure can make her to notice you? I doubt if anyone has, a

I had tricked her into giving me. You see the things with women you just don't know. They

nd continu

r di

f her with my phone and then she wanted to get it and I

the business man I am today rather a photograp

myself from la

's good" Dave said walk

crime to

augh all you want

oo

k que

ning" I sa

reason for y

ed showing him

ave a

one?" I asked star

ust su

ive and at that age I shou

e you are matured you aren't sup

maturity depends o

n in your life, I mean grow up

saying I act

o no

ed to go on dates with you but when it co

mean it

hen? You men are all the same. Fo

n are the same" Dav

t now the kind

Gina. I'm not like oth

all practice it or at least go to the same

hing but we definitely

man now and you say you don't. You ar

He muttered

will be best

ll tomorrow when Ha

ill" I said taking Zack's diary about

?" Dave asked

ou didn't ha

friend" Came

?" I asked him and h

don't move" He said l

lly thinking you were going to prepare something

thank you while criti

le in life are the ones who tel

eful isn't sa

ly statin

grateful

u should

Gina. Taste the food at

the food and

you dead I wouldn't have stopp

an never b

g me? I saved yo

our legs" I told him

l smile" I complimen

u just

ith it? Plus for the first

't get u

nutes

do?" Dave asked

our house and I stay i

e?" Dave asked ig

t mo

movie" Dave

I don't bel

" Dave sai

s my house so no movie e

just to make you happy and forget him b

sk you to s

u are right. I'm l

go" I sa

m walk out o

ed to

's out" I s

p and jus

ark. I stared at t

Thoughts of what could be hiding in the dark en

h and I screa

save me" I begged

e,Dave" I heard and I

w seconds,

to the fuse" He said putting

leave me here all alone? L

mocking laughter as

use box and he

ake care of myself?" Aske

for being scared of the dark,

ept

and we saw that two w

what you are doing?" I

lied handling

ed the torch light to the

n physics back when

t qualify yo

ouses when I tried fixing their fuse boxes but that do

want to g

ill both burn together" He

ve stopped call

ling you a scaredy cat". He s

mediately and fac

mistaken, if I join this two wi

the power c

hts back on"

us ri

?" I aske

ave said an

was shocked to see my

aper?" I asked

me and collec

na, you need

gnoring my

I did? You are married and what relationship has a marr

him quiet, h

as I walked downstairs to find

g Dave" I s

s your

d yo

oo

church?" I asked h

't do

lowed me

your attention" D

nown. Zack never

have a lot

oth hyp

ed at me

l Hannah

To do my

you going

ve a

ou had enough expe

ypocrites doesn't mean every guy

married or it's just a cov

nch nothing more. Andy knows

if I wanted to touch you I would have seize

I don't want to be late

th you" Dave s

you don't

ed to change my

fact you are

ndy walking

H

ul" Andy complime

d from behind and was

ed at me

ve you both made up?" A

" I told him and Dav

a's friend" Dave intro

oing here?" I w

long. Can't I?"

picnic. Leave" I tol

o?" Dave asked Andy wh

ndy. You are not inclu

ave a date" Came

t you talked into being on a date

late?" Hannah as

ow?" I ask

She mouthed and I stared at

Dave asked s

ah said placing

s married to Zack so why did it hurt? Maybe bec

hand. He took me to his car, ope

drove me to

" Andy asked as we waited for

fine.

e replied sm

faced Dave and Hannah who were sit

t me and th

e me alone?" I ask

ed at the person who I was s

Your job now? Your girlfriend

ctor in an oil company and

making a good pay. Why d

a good pay.

ho

married" He sai

d as he placed

and I could te

moved my han

getting a divorce?" H

a divorce? They all just want me to be thei

? Why sh

d your husband a

e should get a divorce. We ca

didn't