Your love is killing me

t, everything remained the way I left

ace, his laughter, him throwing me cushions, us cuddling, watching movies on the 65inch TV. Tears welled up my eyes, but I could not

the wall behind

ssue where I left them crying. Everything was exactly where I left it. I moved to the wardrobe to c

han three months, but… looking at the photo on the wall, tears s

ed me of him. Even his scent w

m the table, I slid down the

shb

y did you cheat on me again?” I asked

I was drugged.” He tried to say,

this rollercoaster will never end. The threats, the cheati

You have seen me all these years. I have stopped sleeping around. I’ll b

’s becoming a nuisance a norm. I am done. It’s too

I am a mess. And this time, I have decided to

at, I left the room. I could feel him standing in the middle of the room, his hand hanging on both sides. He looked defea

me go. Sometimes I wished he would have done something more. He would have t

. I couldn’t help but shudder at the thought of life without him. Every corner of the street. Market, shops, staircases reminded me o

ision, but no, it

****

I tried to move on, it was hard. The cracks were too wide to fill in. No amount of activity

life, but his images and words still lingered in my world. Sitting in the same position crying for so long, I

into the bathroom. Looking at the huge mirror. I could see someone that was far from me. My hair looked shaggy a

the bathroom and wiped the mirror clean.

here you go. I will find you and make

sing my hard fist that almost cracked. I didn’t want anything to do with him. James Watsons. His

s all wounds, whic

the first t

just a college stud

had told them I don’t drink, and they being understanding, said we could go to a place

a black t-shirt, and white sneakers. He looked extremely handsome to me. The moment I entered, I could not keep my ey

me staring right at him. The other two friends that were facing me and their backs on him seemed to have been used to

look at me and give me a charming smile. His whit

o be trifled with. He is a playboy.” One of my f

now what you ar