Boys Don't Cry

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since the day I

o soft. I suck on his lower lip with a desire I don't know, as I wrap my hands around his neck, and at the same time I feel his hands play with my hair. The kiss intensifi

want to borrow th

I am in my room. You mean it was all a dream ? I ask and loo

— she asks me with a cynical

didn't drea

ches me

this? — asks and points down, I see that my body is u

ction, no big deal. Shou

d read the messages on my cell phone. It doesn't take

g? – she asks, and I look at her, I take the pillow

.

just a

like girls! I stop at the light and watch the traffic in front of me, and the image of Nate 's mouth comes back to my mind. I hit the direction. What's with me? I already know I

cause you met

together b

e you've never expe

n't know what

the lyrics aren't helping,

.

t I avoided any contact with him as much as possible. It was when I was in school, it's been a while, and to forget about that madness I started dating a beautiful girl, who was in love with me, and soon after that that enthusiasm passed, although I suffered a little because I was attracted to her. by a boy. Thinking about it, maybe dat

e recordings of episode 5 are very close, and that's exactly what has also been tormenting me, the script I received describes several scenes, including a kiss at the end of the episode. Walk

s he watches me closely. — Will, if I've done

ke to see his face if I said I avoided him, because I had a very differe

Is it just me, and my desire to kiss you in a dream,

, I feel like you're distant, you seem to wa

just a little too tired! —

we have dinner tom

your

, and he invites me to his ho

use! My mom wants

other want to

t's about time I met my boyfriend! — says, and smiles

Wh

said 'Where's your boyfriend?', but now I think it's amusing. — I hear that, and I fe

.

s, in front of his door, holding a bottle of French wine on one side and insecurity on the other. Before I ring the doorbell, the door

ctual, I'm g

t this wine, I don't

how proud she is of her only child, and how much she must have struggled to raise him alone. The dinner was delicious, along with the conversation, I never smile so much at a family din

and my smile fades. But she seems to know something is wrong. — Do they not a

rse hidden from them. I had to invent a lot of lies to get the role in the

elling them? — Nat

out. They won't be able to stop me, the series will already

uld they

oney was never an issue in my family, so they could pay the severance pay and get me out of this project without that I knew. Th

.

out my parents, but I know I'm not ready to tell you yet. Nate invited me to play the fifth episode lines in his room. I confess

p because there is some love interest... It's not possible! What do you think, Will? — he asks me, I look at his room, and I remem

and he smiles. — I liked the decor, the miniature cars on the boards, your bed is not on the floor like his, the walls, the c

iss our conversations, your laughter, your smile, your... Will , you

don't know if I want to k

go away. I avoided him for a while, and now I'm here in his room, and he says someth

look a

. What the hell, Nate , you don't cooperate! I l

to hit on the girl, but he's realizin

s beating wildly, he stops reading the script and his beautiful eyes look at me with curiosity, I feel an uncontrollable urge to kiss him, he is stronger than me, I bring my hand to his face, a

s going