A TROUBLED SURVIVOR, A TREANDING DESIRE

EFORE FIVE YEA

to the kitchen" My father

loved by both my parents so much so that they couldn't afford seeing me cry. I got everything I wanted. I was an angel to their eye

ed lovingly as I mov

vingly matching my enthusiasm as he p

day at school"

hnson gave us lollipops every tim

ow?" he asked smiling to me as

Love Her!" I blushed and cl

me, and laughed at me as

stated lovingly. He always

hing so hard and probably en

"when did you learn about love

aid whiles still giggling with

the bracelet, it didn't make any sense then and it's still not even now. In as much as he knew the meaning of giving me the bracelet, to him it was just a gift,

d you, my father said" he whispered softly thin

he continued looking we

ight!" he questioned himself and

shrugged hi

ed smirk on my face whiles I look

he asked

lapping my hands read

ll wish that I could be that age forever, happy and innocent and nev

mother screamed as she entered the kitchen lookin

y mother, he jumped up with worry seeing her shy away, plac

ondering and worried giving he

y mother purred pointing at

I was watching them embrace each other with love.

he wears that bracelet all the time" he st

ll in one position. He went to her, placed his bag down next to them and touched her face lovingly his eyes watery with a knowing l

y mother but she was still looking at me with worry and fright I

by saying that pointing at me. S

hout giving my father the chance to speak, looking at him and

y grandfather...no I need to see him!" my father shuddered as he trie

ther continued ignoring his words turning

appening at that moment. I could see my mother crying demanding for answers and my father trying to tell her he had to go. I thought it was because she was happy he ga

er emphasized as a matter of fact,

" my mother pleaded confus

happening?" I

smiled at me, I dismissed it

rs that bracelet, and if she does take it off make sure it's not for long. No more than a month" My father half yelled emphasizing his st

y father confused sti

e around then.... William what are you saying?" M

ized ignoring her cries as he approached me a

tad bit angry and confused looking at my

m but the moment I saw my father

me whiles I'm gone Ok Munchkin?" My father said as he kneel

nheritance and it been what...eons since the last one,

ver his face as he looked at my facial impressions. I was starting to understan

ed contemplating starting to sob softly

o find my grandfather that is all" my fat

rying and mother too"? I

son I had become so my mother said but because of my sobbing sad face. He always hated seei

hey locate us" he said

u to know that you did not do anything wrong, ok! I want you to know that daddy loves you, he will always love yo

eart beat came down. I hadn't even realized it was moving fast. He gave

ed to, just like my grandfather did with me, I need to!" he

worryingly to me, I just shrugged it off and continued so

girl, why her after all our gene

To him it happened when he reached his twenty first birthday. I don't know w

y family now?" he asked no one

ow love!" he pi

t, soon!" I asked crying

ere saying otherwise. I know I was a child back then

on the fore head, and placed his hand on my mother's shoulder for reassurance b

to go through what you went through, I mean she is girl for goodness sake, that's just

crying loudly; she got close to him and starte

I want my life back!" over and ov

m her down but she was adamant on hittin

e that may never come" he softly said solemnly whilst moving towards the doo

e!" he mumbled shaking his head and wiping away the tears on his

me and my mother cried so har

both me and my mo

leave but it look

sky saying a silent prayer. He left not looking back leaving his car on the driveway and everything he ever loved behind. I ran after him to

me confused of what

THE H

her as I tried to embrace

ker" she spat giving me names angrily moving away fro

with so much venom in her voice giving me one last

ll never be happy in your en

cup and went to my room too, sobbing silently, and

just sat there on my room and cried for day