A TROUBLED SURVIVOR, A TREANDING DESIRE

ice deciding to apologize but with detach

oticing my reactions and detachment followed my gaze t

ster spoke softly into my ear, which caused me to ju

ealizing a lot of student

although I returned my gaze

look at him. There was something ab

out in want. Realizing I probably looked creepy looking

elt a pang of jealousness and possessiveness as I

om you know nothing about, not that knowing him would make any difference. He

ight now' I tried to shift my gaze b

ust want a peak' my inner-

g, I don't care that he is a student but damnnnnn him, who said

pping' I gave her an annoy

ued but stating the fact annoying the hell out of m

pass by him but I couldn't stop eyeing hi

being a litt

st saw the most handsome boy in the whole world we

goodness sake!' I ye

was thinking about. I mean in as much as it was embarrass

oung all of a sudden? First her n

ied in a matter of fact, 'And you agree with me so phish posh! Jus

lackmailing her because if I didn't I would have to deal wi

e asked gr

lking' I waited

hat one last time. Wait! Do you see something different about him? There is something totally dif

red her pressing question, it was kind of true. My emotions were going haywire, I decided on

to myself, realizing she got inside my

t, you know WE like looking at him, WE want him' that's wha

ly don't like looking like a child. She knew I could shut her off for a longtime. Once I shut her off for five years. I just got her

hut up' I fought back ignoring the

! You'll see!' she mutt

twitching?" Andrea

t was a habit I knew all too well, I had that tendency when I was fighting with my inner-

le with your other half!' she stated in a matter of

ve her the look t

plastered a smirk as she

d so fast I didn't

I mean it was a student

r mind probably remembering what once h

er inner-self whined like

me' she declined her inner-self t

student that was right in front of me. Yes, he had a hoody on and I couldn

, I couldn't help but sni

he's ours' my inner-self mutte

ignoring the grin tha

this happened with Andrea still bubbling about God knows what next to me. Well blame me but I was trying so hard to ignore him and the feelings that kept rising every time we took a step closer. I tried to listen to her but all her wo

figure out what she wanted but she just gave me a fright face w

me fall' she smiled sea

wrong direction, ended up I bumping into someone. The moment I realized I had bumped into the boy I start

ook at who bumped into him 'but his body, his

my inner se

ng up his books not looking up one bit, probably too pis

th sarcasm my i

nor was I able to fathom anything. My sister saw m

" she pleaded helping him pick up his books, although he continued not giv

is face' I cried

an if you just moved your ass and h

y, and how to say sorry' I thought to my inner-sel

ntly got watery. I looked at the boy who had been facing down picking his books up, I felt bad I wanted to kick myself and scream at my stupidity. The

I hate

me it engulfed me. I looked down at my feet nervous to look

orry' my inner-self advised but I couldn't, it was like my whole body had been

matters right now or he's going to hate us forever' my inner-s

wrong w

tched up mouth' my inner s

I felt the awkwardness rising I left with a wimping so

owing him. Now he's going to think you're some rude weirdo bully ass

shut

ay from them I he

like that, and I'm sure she will come aroun

, he just continued getting his books from

de

you bla

d the conversation

ea asked as she caught up, she nu

ly!' she

ipal" I avoided her question

embarrassment of exp

ole year but she was going to make a fuss about it and m

myself didn't know what came over me. I mean I wanted to apologize and look at him. Yes, he was a stu

look wouldn'

tion building, and was me

your assistance. Are you our new student An

to my bubbly cold self. I giggled at he

. Well you are only wrong with the name

glish and History teacher in the sen

lmost made me run away and never come back to declare my position. It was so embarra

my mind drifted off to what

ch of a chicken. There is literary nothing to say' my inner-s

ho had been making a call to the principal announcing my pre

those chairs" she pointed at some chairs n

me my schedule" a husky y

llowing me. I jolted the moment I heard the voice. Well, yes I heard h

es now or better yet, be the chicken you become around him and just put your head down and act like you didn't see h

ly, placing a hand on my mouth the moment

Miranda asked soothingly

!" I

l there or not, not looking at me act all cracked; se

p without waiting for Miranda's consent, and ran like a little b

the moment he realized it was me

agreed making me hate mys

iterary, something did get under my pants!! I shrugged