What if I die?

a's

pite my physical body being in pain, because Tyron m

o an abandoned room. Nothing new, the course of my life is repetitive. It will hurt, I will cry, but I will

ed to letting him do whatever he wanted. As long as

called wife, I can’t help but get hurt. I don’t know who he’s referring to, but it’s so painful, it hurts me a lot. I stayed by his side because I knew

rring to as his wife. If he is married to someone, then, what am I? Who am I in his life? I wiped the tears from

understand him, I couldn't imagine what I ha

bbed by my chest when I felt my heart suddenly stop for

ain started pounding, it seemed like something was sto

hy do I have to feel

to roll down my cheeks as I strug

Where a

ed that he was not coming home. I started to calm myself and inhale a few times and let out heavy sig

my heart need to suffer from the pain too? You're the only one who's mak

p from the nearby hospital. I might not live much

?" I turned to the taxi

eplied smiling but h

if it's only giving you pain." A bitter smile curved on the dr

a smile but he just smiled and didn't answer again. In th

rned red. I was about to turn my gaze back to the driver, but before that happened, something caught my eye not far away f

reall

r with him. They were holding each other's hands that made my heart clenched. I ev

when I felt my chest tighten again. I tried to open the car windo

m to hear. I even saw him look into my direction, but I k

is

n's

rd a voice not far away an

fusedly to myself. I'm sure som

ring you?" I looked in Hannah's

uh

lanted on her face as she clings t

re you sure?" She asked, but she didn't seem to believe my answer, so I just smi

ersation and quickly got out of

hon." She sa

ed to her ear that made her tick

always hitting me? Is

e mall, Hannah immedi

and looked at what she said was cute. I'm sure it's no

u're co

Hannah was referring to tha

uppy," I whispered as he lifted

t should

something?" I looked at

oat as I said those averting her attention, and as exp

ce while doing a puppy eyes that made me

u

be children." I said and wink at her. But I also immediate

op

wned as she slapped my arm. Tss

that anymore." I protested a

ound. Don't be kj!" She laugh

uckled and then approached

whispered, which made

wh

faced her, loo

y?" I asked smilin

" She g

The word before that

me that thing

confusedly asked, which m

looked at where she seem

d, smiling so widely th

hat? I

g as I thought about what she jus

k did she get

asked, c

it's an ink. Like when you make a dot using a pen, of course an ink will come out bef

he talki

cause of what she was saying. What is t

just go." Because of embarrassment, I pulled her b

the d

thing entered in this woman's brain. Damn it, it seemed l