His Soul & His Shame

have two reasons to push Ezra away from me, one being him seeing me as an only friend and the

e's girlfriend. Ezra is the reason I never dated. When I was in school he threatene

onely silent boy with hard features on his face. I didn't understand why he is l

each other and don't care for him. He doesn't have anyone in his

ate, and hard-working. I love these qualities in him. These things made

My mom knocked on my door. Everyone knows that I am

eling well." I collapsed my body on

want to see him, if I see him then I will melt easily. It's better to be like th

ight in my head hearing him after this long. I have never been away from him eve

ove, why I am being so heartless now just because I love him more tha

air is in disarray but I don't care about my looks now. I just want to hug

like my life depended on him and yeah in a sense it is dependent on him

what means is me being in his arms surrounded by his scent and warmth. He is my home, this is enough for me for now.

and he buried his nose in my neck inhaling my scent and I know I am

much." I cried out some more, uttering those words and meaning them. H

mbarrassed that day because of me but my intention was not that." He released me, loo

want to talk about it." I moved towards my room after

ys dirty scenarios in my head whenever Ezra sits on my bed. I have to cleanse my head with h

me with those Unique green eyes which are so deep a

aring for one of the events held by his company. His family owns an Ad agency and they manag

g to be on the 14th December." He removed his ph

attend or interest. His face changed seeing the contents of the phone a

e I already gue

s just a worktext or calls and not from the person I am thinking of. Still why I am bothered by it. I alr

o any excuses and if you want to bring your annoying friend then brin

pleaded knowing it's not going to work but still a gi

t day and we are going to wear the same color." He hugged me before hurriedly running

can't even fake a smile at these events but this time I will have Joanna with me. It's going to be fun with her an

and smoothly without any problems.