Rain&Ashes
eality, I hate it, because it means more work for me. Werewolves come inside the Pack House with
his, scrubbing the hallway floors – floors that I cleaned fifteen minutes ago. I stop for
e and his scent lets me
even look at his face because I am to
e working hard for
ore mud into t
part of the new mud. When he doesn't move, I stop and look at him. I
t lucky for me, Safia sends me the image of a gre
reply to me. Or to mo
te from a pack and lit
cco. I never understood
he smoked about half of the cigarette and let the ash fall on
s. I know I am good. Mr. Smith told me a lot o
ognizing animals' faces, I can see them very well. It's human faces that I don't see. And right now I wish that I could see faces because the wolf I
his drawing doesn'
itan says. I am not
ck?" I ask, hoping that he will give them back. I have wo
loor. I so want to make him eat that cigarette. Maybe
you agree to meet me this night at th
to the waterfall. And why does he w
ds his room, leaving a
o meet up with you later so that you can give
he says to me, "I will s
e dark, light, and nature witches–also known as druids. A dark witch uses her power to harm others. And the pack thinks that I am the one that started the
ge of a heart and a h
or always being here for me. You
mage of both of u
ocolate is like a poiso
wh
e an image of Titan an
er your obsession with Tit
Jordan and me holding hands, I
morrow. Then I arrange the tables and the chairs for all two hundred pack members. Thank the Goddess
d I decide to go to the kitchen to see if Mrs. Marian, th
, but my pack doesn't trust me with the cooking. They think I will tr
. Marian asks me when I
gry," I s
for some more food," she starts with her usual bickering, and I d
ian gives me a plate of spaghetti.
some tomato
either eat it or leave it!" sh
the food. Safia sends
ill eat the ice cream we want,
only a sink and a toilet. To wash, I have to put a hose to the sink. And t
ften woke up crying because I had a nightmare. And no matter how much I cried, no one ever came. In time, I stopped crying, even if
ith gave it to me when I turned fifteen. It is already 9:35 PM. Crap! It t
ytail, grab my backpac
y, hoping Jordan
t I stop next to the waterfall. "I
ng to keep one of your drawings, so that next time you make it in ti
time because I am going to get my
turquoise eyes – Safia once sent me this color when
sweet you smell. Apple
cent has to do
, little bl
nd look at his face. "And stop calling
Crap! I don't want to make him angry, beca
ant to call a black witch, then that's how
t the wa
d I nod. "Look at me!" Jordan says
rds my face, I flinch. He chu
going to
ill give me back my sketchbook so
give you one sk
disbelief voice.
forget who I
ure Alpha," I sa
one drawing each night. We will meet at 9:30 PM each
him and hurt him. Bad! Or I c
g to play a little game," Jordan says, and Safia
f a game?" I ask a
I have prosopagnosia. I want to look at someo
a cloud with the sun, and I
ant something in excha
ive you! Did you forget I live
hat Safia sends me images fast to
h, I want a kis
I ask in
kis
before, and I don't want t
ver kiss y
ngs. And I will do what I want with t
et him go, he still had my sketchb
me and I mentall
t!"
and turns to look
e kiss for o
few moments, then says, "
ont of him. I tilt my head back to look at h
ptoes, but I can
a little? You
kles but do
. He never said where I have to kis
is head and my lips lock with his mouth. My eyes go w
irst
Jor
p back, "You
ps, "That was y
say, and I feel how an
ack witch. I h
and walk away. I
lls after me, but all I want to do i
till feel his lips on top of mine.
d he k
leep, I still
dreaming. And it is the same dre
he middle of the room, and on it sits a woman
t me and st
only when Ice burns for Fire and Fire melts for Ice, that they will become Alpha and Luna Supreme. For it is their combined