Rain&Ashes

itchen or the dining hall, while Mrs. Marian shouts at everyone. It is worse than Hell Ki

e Moon Goddess blessed us with a new Alpha and Luna S

Luna Supreme, just th

ng that I am very good at doing while I put mantels over the tabl

o much perfume it makes me gag. Omegas are more sensitive to pheromones and scents than the other werewolves. And all th

usic fills the halls of the Pack Hous

e kitchen, wanting to breathe som

ou think you are going? I

e the food. They all look at me with disgust – at least that's what Safia tries

should help you toni

celebrating, not in here serving food with you!

it is the birthday of Jordan, our future

Gammas seem to relax and sta

all under eighteen. The youngest is probably fifteen, and I have heard a lot of whispered discussions in the last year to k

owed by the image of the male with the orange

will reject us the moment he finds out. And I don't think the Moo

he way we are. He will be nothing like Jordan, who makes fun of Safia or calls me slow because I can't look into someone's eyes when I speak to them. I never told the p

an't get out fast enough. I feel as I am bombarde

breathe. But I know I have to keep working,

iddle of the dining hall. She would probably have a stroke if I would serve that table, and I would be the one to blame. I can't even remember how many times she accused me of being the one that made her sick. She tried m

then we take the empty plates back to the kitchen

. Marian gives me a tray with beaut

ake sure that you don't drop i

use I don't want to ge

mutt!" she yell

e dining hall,

ou put the drinks in front of them, an

y heart beats faster, and a dr

ng. It must have been a leg because it appeared

ds, and all the glasses sh

g the broken glass with my hands, I can

s obviously too stupid to even s

do something to ruin t

the broken glasses. I cut myself, but I don't st

an a whore," a female says. I don't need to smell her to k

me, pack me

!" someo

till hear people whispering 'st

nd when I smell paint and p

lf," he tells me and

sh cleaning up," I say and cont

When I smell rancid fruits, I know who it is–Alpha

k? Now you have to embarrass my son?"

ccident. I am sure that Rai

to get away from the Alpha, but he is digging his fingers s

o the party!" a male says, and fr

me and I smell him, I

ook at her," Jordan says and for a second I am so re

crushed the momen

er, son. You e

t come into my mind. I want to beg Jordan to have him take me to the pa

you, my doll," he s

d I smell his arousa

mages, trying to tell me th

if he takes me to

, he does take m

the door behind him. And then takes

s me, and I si

id kit, I try to even my breathin

in fighting him. He is much stronger than I am. And being my Alpha, he

isten to the clink-clink of the pieces of glass the Alpha puts on the border of t

th my palms, he loo

n your knees. I need you to

em on me," I say whi

o I have to order y

se!"

d I try not to flin

s of the pants,"

n does as I ask and cuts

out he disinfects an

?" I ask when

for a long time. Now that I hav

ry to stop because h

," the Alpha says while he s

to my face and jerks himsel

e hands on my cock.

he grabs my hair, "Open your mo

says. Moments later,

himself back in his pants,

one and I will kill

it and run as fast as I can to my room. Luckily, every

it. I haven't eaten all day, so it d

the sink and scrub myself w

to make sure that I get

ate

until I feel I a

eeks! Three

ke everything possible to avoid

tay in the bathroom until I fe

an the other werewolves, and my wounds already stopped bleeding. I change my clothes and go to my mattress. And I

a scream, thinking that is the Alpha, but w

ted to go see you in the clinic, but my father sai

tart crying even harder. And of course the Alpha lied to Jordan. H

asks, and a sob escaped my lips

I push him away, afraid he will smell hi

, Rain.

ighting him and just

, "That's it, Rain.

being hugged before. I am sure my parents did, but I was too little w

p crying and try

ing better?"

no

. "I will let y

omes but I grab his t-s

tle longer,

he is the only one that showed me a

le longer,"

listen to his heartbeat while his scent relaxes me, m

is hand up an

you," I

g you upset, Rain. T

pset lots of times. Why

s," Jor

hy

at me,

ook into his eyes, but I can't focus on his face and I am pr

me. And I let him. Because I want to be comforted. And because for

der. He licks my mouth and when he pushes his tongues against my lips I open for him, and

ongue, he groans

"You taste so fucking good!" And

panic. I just panic, my mind taking

away and br

say, and my voice cracks. And

. I am not going to force yo

ue to shiver,

yone ra

a virgin!"

you so scare

ch hurt me. And because I wa

what you give me f

't want to giv

another kiss? A kiss fo

hole sketchbook back wi

t know. I will need more

omething back, he kiss