Until I Met You
ce of work as I enjoy writing it. This is first draft and it's currently un
♥
VE SINNED. I HA
everything. Do you know that feeling of wanting something badly and then your b
The priest's voice comes
from. I remembered my tiny little self and my famil
ays ea
me. We were at the dinning room eating cause dad decided to make a family dinner to celebrate m
even the media. Father hated it. He's a deacon in our parish and he's really respected. We've lived our life in truth and fear of God. I think th
hool but I care not. Leslie was a little normal , because she sort of had admirer
n this house. I'm glad you kept your vir
e if you can qualify bei
good step and I'm happy she's fin
he likes boys and always wanna dress fancy. Dad sees her as a bad egg and h
e evening was really exciting because my p
rior who announced I'll be taking my vows the following day. I've spent almost two and
y best friend. We've been friends since elementa
p Ar
ne. How
sort of missed my best fr
she said I'm taking my vows tomorrow. Hop
becoming a sister in church." I smiled and stared at my reflection in the mirror. My paren
back fro
m in the s
se and possibly spend few hours bef
you." I nodded to n
h on him in junior year but i made sure I didn't tell him. We were always together and we both won homecoming. I love that night , that was the night he told me
d everything about me. And when Freddie told me he liked her , i hated her more. I cried that day at school's bathroom and cursed h
I discovered I was supposed to be a sister , not getting angry at my best friend because he di
me once I reached his apartment. I've
Freddie. How long
." I chuckle
offered and I nodd
hould I
be wa
t's the kitchen. My eyes glanced at the TV set and everything around his a
motioned to me givin
told him and g
you, you look more beautiful Ariel. It hurts a l
ve always want
l, you've always wanted to go to college and then
re's he trying to dive to? I think we all have
asked him and drop the gl
ed." Are you done drinking
n. I felt a bit dizzy. I drop back the water
you
y. I'm good." No I'm not good. My
hat is happening to me? He stood up from his chair and sat close to m
y, Ariel?" He asked with
I wanted to yell at him but my
madness and let me love you Ariel." What! I wanted to move far away from him
at did you put
el." He smirked touching my lap through my habit. I wanted
hing me and I coul
've been friends since childhood. You can't take adv
" he yelled and th
off the ground and kissed me roughly. I fought , I cried , I pleaded but nothing
ssed and slapped me. He aggressively pushed me
his way with me. I couldn't move. I lay still on the couch and cried , b
othing at me. I turn to look at him and sob. Why hi
t to be your boyfriend." He's n
e couch to pick up the remains of my habit which
nted to yell at him , cursed him, hit him, but I wasn't that s
al. I'm not leaving you.
y. You raped me. Abused me and took advantage of our friendship. God's gonna judg
trusted him. I tapped my wheel endlessly and cried. What's my life gonna be like. With tears still in my eyes, I ignite the engine and drive out of
and collapsed
could see faces smiling at me. I sit up at once
ooed beside me
I resume c
been sleeping since yesterday and mother superior had bee
I'm supposed to tell them I got raped. What wi
smile on my mom's face disappea
bring myself to explain. I feel l
Mom yelled and her anger
ng to you. Who rape
red
's Fr
issue , who'
riend. We've been frie
le friend since highschool and w
nd? Your dirty little boyfriend that you've
o... it's
end and then have sex with him , you're here telling us nonsense. Wha
the family's favorite. I remembered it was when I told my parents I wanted to be a nun after high
having you. Get ready to explain to the church how come you were raped wh
r sins you dirty little w
ad.
n't ever call
erything but I wasn't ready to take it to heart. I stood before the Pope and i really couldn't say anything. The
rnication and you lied that you were raped. You're expe
hould l