My life in a book

lone is so bad you wish you could talk to somebody but at the same time you feel like you're going to be bothering them. Like im not

ut how everything is going to be so different from now on that you feel afraid it's likes something inside you that you cannot calm yourself down because the hurt you got and timing passing in your head could get you feeling some type of way like I'm trying to figure out what it is that's going with me. How my life is supposed to continue with out my partner. Because i wasn't undependable. I depend on him. And then people repeatedly talking to me about what i gonna do when im living what i gonna do with all the materials how and when or what i should do and not do. The opinions or the >saying<...like they say. How i should live my life I know how to >read< My own life I mean like I said it could be something in me because I don't have my husband with me anymore and the one that used to handle everything about me. But it bothers!!!! The woman im now day he made.. that now that hes not here presently i have to depend on my own which i wasn't prepared to do all by mysel