A Trip To Your Heart

omorrow, s

d again, repeating the same words he uttered earlier like a p

e with me since we decided to have a sleepover,

the past few minutes, Zhanaia." she m

ain, I

4t

coun

still awake. Caroline is busy with something on her phone, while I, well, I can't sleep

omorrow, s

tomach. Like those that I have read on romance books, plus the a

ttered. "He called

down. She faced me with her brows raised, h

merican, and Americans often call ladies with endearment such as babe, baby, honey, love, swee

hose words to me, personally, without hesita

o savage,"

Well, I am. And

rson. She voices out the words she wanted to tell, and she doesn't t

ou will keep yourself clueless and blind by the truth, yo

her belief. That even if reality sucks, we should let it slap us, and face it. Because i

hts off, the door is closed, the room's window is open, the moonlight giv

. Simple things make us laugh, we crack corny jokes, throwback, talk some things a

on went to Dion, we are

stomach and your hear

earment 'sweetheart' to me. Caroline shook her head in disbel

continues, yo

hers. "What

hat's why I won't tell you as of now. But keep on telling me what y

et an answer. Her words stuck in my head, mixing with the random thought running inside it. I cea

ntinues, yo

oes sh

id meeting place picked by him. It's just 8:16 am, I w

med thing she is talking about, I still don't get

by me, you would know it by yourself. You w

e type of person who loves suspense, as I have said she is savage—a straight t

thing or she thinks it is be

nt at the center, and his white shoes with a checkmark on the side, indicating it's brand, his slightly messy brownish hair that compliments his face, with a bright smile like a m

ide—well, base from how I see them, starts giggling. They even took their ph

a head-turner

es were still glued to him and seem like he does

etheart!" he greet

y saw Dion winks. And perhaps they heard his deep, manly voice. S

ng," I

s an endearment and Americans love calling ladies with endearment. She told m

nt five minutes talking before he went

hink is 16 years old even approached me and aske

s order, I can hear girls murmuring and giggling from behind. Some

n our table, I asked

ople are admiring you and

n't mind them. I am used to it. People—most especially teenagers, admiring

's why it seems like

I choose not to mind their admiring stares and giggles. 'Cause if

pare yourself to a H

will surely win. It's not that I am humble.

h man when it comes to his life status, yea. But with hi

Rietberg Museum and Rieter Park. We will spend three hours

itzerland that displays non-European art and designs. It

ive structure, that looks like a palace from the a

e structure and of course, the creative artworks displayed inside, es

is becoming more energetic and talkati

's entrance fee. After

artworks were displayed. Just like yesterday, instead of me,

next stop which is the Rieter Park, where we decided to take our lu

chips, bottled water, and of

me couples having a date is present, and of course, the

rived at Rieter Park. Dion even mumbled t

a family picnic every weekend

gaze to him,

at the sky that is now covered with white clo

use to have a family picnic in this park, because according to them, this place is their

well. Sadly, when I turned 8, we stop having vacations here, and until the accident happened, we d

it's good to be back

my face. I'm glad that he

A smile like a world doesn't face any problem, a smile that says w

icnic basket where the foods are stored, rather we have paper bags where th

ned foods for less hassle. And as we start eating, we

before. These two will never be out to our food whenever we go fo

mother died, you nev

k a couple of times. He never eats his favor

ea. I never eat my favorite

to eat one again?

rly. "I don't think I can still it

want to giv

y future wife. But you see," he chuckled, "Anytime, I can bleed. Every time that I spent in this world is co

't have the chance to taste

aks about he can die anytime, he says it like it's j

the fact that he wouldn't last lon

n think you still have

n?" he slightly

aise I am holding, chew it in my mouth, and t

pe. What I am trying to say is, why don't you be optimistic about your condition? Like, push

ere's no reason for me to live. Dad is busy handling our hospitals and he doesn't have time for

I ask him, "You los

a. My first

me about his first love, whom he lo

iary of each other. Because of the accident that made Dion lay in the hospital bed for years, Janice became distant to him when he w

s condition, she left him, afraid that she might not have a happy ending with Dion. He tried to take her back and promised that he will fight for his li

lready has a boyfriend and is now happ

e lost hope for living, why

he left. And his world just collapse, for

he is busy with the hospital and he doesn't have time for me. I also lost hope that someone is willing to

onata. I opened my mouth to say something b

se of his Brain Hemorrhage, and lost the people he cherishes the mo

n I does not know where I get them

io

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your bes