Deadly love

helpful given to another woman. But in spite all that. I am at peace. And I am happy as I found relationship with myself. And with god I was brought up in a chart. And I had my life pla

how can you grab and they drove so fast. And I went back to my friend. I'm like and she was laughing like she was dying with laughter and it took me the longest time until I was telling my sister this story. Then my sister told me that. Hope. You are just doing what we call street parking. I'm like, what she's like. Yeah, that was street parking. I'm like, hell to the no, yeah. But I guess I did that's what it was, you know. Ah so this was really new for me. So anyway, so I start with a band and I get my first band, which is a two piece and it was amazing. And my repertoire went real fast. I was singing everything titanic. You know music is a love of my life and I was doing it and my first boss was a blind guy and it was fantastic. He taught me how to hold my microphone professionally, how to work on my songs. Now I was living my life at this point, but then again I started looking for a big band because the pay was little and I was the one helping my mom at this particular time and I felt, okay. I need someone who can pay me a little bit more. So I got my first band and that was symba 6. Now that is my first big band. The small band was called twin tubes my first big band was simba 6 now I am working with simba 6. It is a big set up their drums and. I'm like, wow. You know at that particular time, when you start music, it's not even about money. It's about singing. Yeah, then you realize actually you need money. Okay, so we go to the practice room. And our porter. Who is the technician. Also the nephew is around, right? And he actually chip chatty dog on a mini apple to now get. Then, i think he asked me to go see something. I don't know. So I opened the the Van and I go out and. When i walk to go see whatever he wanted me to see, i can't remember it's long time and he goes, wow, you know, he does that. So anyway, he becomes my very good friend. Who follows me practically everywhere, who listens to all my stories. May they be boring, supports it. You. And, before i knew it somewhere along the. I was expecting our first child when I was pregnant with my son at five months, I started to collapse. I was fainting, meaning I didn't work from five months to end of it. I didn't work. I remember even when I was nine months when I was pregnant, like around 8 months I delivered my son on several location. I was so hungry. There was no food. I would go to the cabana and pretend i'm in labor so they can give me transport to go to where to the hospital then i'll just use another road and go buy food, but by that time he really was honestly whenever he was walking he would come in and bring something. But it wasn't that much often. He could not he didn't have a job. This was a problem. It was a kaleigh everywhere who listens to all my stories. May they be boring, support it, you know. And, before i knew it somewhere along the. I was expecting our first child when I was pregnant with my son at five months, I started to collapse. I was fainting, meaning I didn't work from five months to end of it. I didn't work. I remember even when I was nine months when I was pregnant, like around 8 months I delivered my son on several location. I was so hungry. There was no food. I would go to the cabana and pretend i'm in labor so they can give me transport to go to where to the hospital then I would just use another road and go buy food, but by that time he really was honestly whenever he was walking he would come in and bring something. But it wasn't that much often he could not he didn't have a job. This was a problem. It was, it was technically everywhere who listens to all my stories. May they be boring supports. And, before i knew it somewhere along the line. I was expecting our first child when I was pregnant with my son at five months, I started to collapse. I was fainting, meaning I didn't work from five months to end of it. I didn't work. I remember even when I was nine months when I was pregnant, like around 8 months I delivered my son several location. I was so hungry. There was no food. I would go to the cabana and pretend i'm in labor so they can give me transport to go to where to the hospital then i'll just use another road and go buy food, but by that time he really was honestly whenever he was walking he would come in and bring something. But it wasn't that much often. He could not he didn't have a job. This was a problem. It was a cali everywhere who listens to all my stories. May they be boring, supports it, you know. And before I knew it somewhere along the line, I was expecting our first child when I was pregnant with my son at five months, I started to collapse. I was fainting, meaning I didn't work from five months to end of it. I didn't work. I remember even when I was nine months when I was pregnant, like around 8 months I delivered my son on several location. I was so hungry. There was no food. I would go to the cabana and pretend i'm in labor so they can give me transport to go to where to the hospital then I would just use another road and go buy food, but by that time he really was honestly whenever he was walking he would come in and bring something. But it wasn't that much often. He could not he didn't have a job. This was a problem. It was it was six years older than I, but he did not know. I think he did not know what to do with his life at that particular time. He was still trying to figure himself out. And he told me he wanted to make soap. So I I I looked for money. He bought the things he needed and he was making nim soup. Sabun yang Aruba ini. And he was going to sell them in Nairobi. So we made lots of cartons of them. I helped him park. We are young and you know very hopeful and i'm happy for him, you know, so he lives for Nairobi. He's coming to sell his soap and he comes back. We

what is trash. Then he says they call your husband trash and I. And he said. You know it is being said that he sleeps with your house help. I'm like, no. He doesn't like, yes, it is being said, I don't know. You know, your husband better, you know, so she tells me. I had faster. I'm like, no. He sleeps with ourselves. I don't think so. So esta ends up being pregnant. She's vomiting, she is sick. At first we think it's malaria, but this thing is continuing. So one day i'm from work. And i'm in the room. I'm sleeping. My husband is in the living room playing music. And it's not coming to the room. So I feel like going to the restroom and I have to pass the living room. As I sick as I now is sleeping on the couch because apparently she's feeling so sick she can't sleep where she used to sleep. Now I opened the door without Esther knowing I was opening the door because nobody knew I was going to wake up, definitely. So when I opened the door like this, because this couch where as I was sleeping was like somewhere there. So when I opened the door like this, esta had no point. Heart ties were wide open. And my husband was sitting somewhere there. So when I opened a leash tucker and close the. I didn't speak. To her I addressed my husband. And I asked him, what the hell are you doing. And he said and he was closing his eyes like this and he said, i'm listening to music. I'm like, aha. Said i'm going to the loop of peace. I find you there. You'll tell me what you're doing here really. So I went to the loop coming back. He wasn't there. He was in the bedroom sleeping. The following day I dismissed that I told her to go to the hospital because I don't find clearly a facility that can help packets at this particular moment. So as the left. Around a months later. When we were sitting with my husband, we were doing something. We just sitting down on a carpet. A lady is too right in front of us because we add our grilled doors. And, it took us time to know we were talking to Esther. Cause she was then. Thin, very thin. And you know. As she was talking, I was looking at her, then I said, esta is this you and

Let her go. I will look for the time. And I closed the door and I was beaten almost to death. And I remember I ran to the room and I called myself on the bed and I had my hands like this. And here came and I said, I whispered and I said. Please don't hurt me, don't help me. And he said, it's okay. He reached out and he was like patting me. I couldn't say go away because I was even scared and he said, no, no. It took it then I asked him I wasn't looking at him still. I asked hi