A Million Reason

the bar and I quickly made my way back to he

were? you have miss

at d

ancing. Hannah were all over the Tyler a

inding him I thought he would come aft

d why he kissed me and why I

ve's her hand towards my f

g? I asked Abby and

were lost in your thoughts and

I'm not lost. Where are

d Hannah were dancing on dance floor but I didn't see Tyler anywh

e my way out of the club, actually looking out fo

of that asshole. When I get out of the club I saw Tyle

I was coming I knocked on the car window to unlock the car. H

you doing?

a moment

bag. I tied up my hair in undone bun, an

aze drifting off

ing Stella? you s

of Hannah you know her how she is,

lla, you know I never do that. We are be

's why I am telling you just don't overact

t and don't you

enough for today and I'll t

he gas padal. We dro

nd think about something else but I'

got out of my mind"

ked his car on the drive way. I glanced towards the house and saw non

ing for him but I didn't respond, and I thought it be

uite dark inside but I thank God because Mom wasn't there. I turned towards and said, Go

I closed the door or nah. I steppe

where are you coming from? I

lips together and thought, Fu

behind me. My mouth become dry as des

are you sti

where were you? you know how embarrassed your da

nd walk passed her

arty I swear Mom and please can you stop this topic I'm r

e party because he was busy in work but tomorrow we arr

to me? am I your not child or am I adopted that's why yo

and you are not adopted that's why

ever gonna marry to Charles or whatever

me even more lecture about half an hour. I just got fed up and got u

n the door but no way I am gonna open the door instead

er and saw my refle

. “The reflection that we see everyday has nothing to do with how oth

t stand who am I, and this deep spite has been the motivation behind mine behavior for many years, My brain can’t quite deal with it. It wi

in front of the door I stopped, straining to hear the Mom

e or else I have to sle

nd crawl on my bed, face deep sink in the pillow I lost in my

ext M

cousin's loud noise.An awkward thing to feel for somebody like me. It's not normal for people to notice these kinds of thing when they wake up, but I am different. What is normal to everybody is weird for me and what is weird to me is normal to everybody. An eerie feeling rushed through the

hat's so sweet I can't wait to eat, by the way I think everyone is still sleeping, and I may think I’ll be the only one eating right n

y work and studies talking with grandma always make me smile and I onl

a little help and I think

help? s

g under the island I bent d

g“Nah, not really, wait who is that,” I said confused. “I’m down here

o, never, until now,” I said. “I thought all dogs talked, but let me introduce myself,

ner " I hear

r was standing on the door

o you ow

h a large grin sp

and come outside I'll t

the stool. I hold the d

ou are so cu

a from behind and thank her for the

beautiful view. Swimming pool is construct with the cool blue tiles that enhance the color of water in the pool. Day is not so hot due to slight breeze that touch

l hanging my feet down. Tyler sit nex

urprised you

taying with me right now but not for long. We r

ink I can help with i

ad if you would

. In my peripheral vision Tyler was look

you

Wh

yacht in afternoon w

I can't because Mom invite some frie

stay with you a

g him into my problem.Sometimes things bec

age by myself

t him later and I got up on my feet. I walked back

charlie I can't remember his name but whatever

om door but Susan saw me fro

in his room. He went for a walk