Anything BUT Nothing

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ciousness but kept on sinking back to those memories that I would rather not recollate. I could still hear the faint s

ou're hurting yourself! and it weekens me!.'' I felt like I was drowning from the inside.I rolled from side to side with urgency to break away from whichever spell

My eyes shot open and I hastily

ul extent is now the source of my torture. I just don't quite understand why anything related to him could

off my face, it's ridiculuos how laboured my breath was an

ipples that must have taken notice of his voice ,it seems like no matter h

y body does the exact opposite(sigh!)...reminisci

y. I despite feeling this way it

our faults. Nevertheless it still hurts a lot. I don't even know why those particular judge

there! there is no time for self pity, so save the miser

t how sily I appear

ok my head in dismay when

wasn't worried in the slightest. Orion has a

zombie. I actually thought that a quick nap would at least doll me up and boost my energy, but I still looked like shit, and drained of all the energy I had le

th. The cool air felt sensually pleasant

he erotic thought tha

t under the shower. I fl

was mistaken. My whole skin was covered in goosebumps and my bre

eved when the water

possibly make up this time a

in a relaxed and circular motion, as the faint h

the lies I have been telling him a

y going to find

gh with washing all

a deep breathe as the water glided from my face, my hollow cleavage and

re not helping any matter at all!.'' I complained in fr

y what my body needed right now. I have to

lightly on my right nipple with my left hands so that I might have enough room to stimulate my palm

d out in excitement,as I massage

rushing through my veins as I twisted my rigid nipples to the point of strain. '' Arhgg..ahhhh.'

and shakinly spread it all over my breasts and my sore n

would be damned if I cared.In fact,th

ent to the extent I could hardly breath. It was

have just a taste. It wasn't simply enough. I needed more, more. ''arhggg...ahhhhh!. ''I screeched with frust

econd finger and equally abandoned my pitiful boobs to work quickly on my clitoris.Although it

lex. The memories that word envoked, were engu

y blissful mo

y face. ''I curse that my pleasures are somehow tired to

few deep breaths and feebly steadied myself while I rinsed off every evident of the act. clea

need of my Orion'

eady and a massage....{Don't Be Late!}. I thinned

u would text me?.. a command

Time management was n

my body and applied generous amount on my aching boobs,

till sensitive that my proudly almond tits were no

th baby pink Long-Sleeve Sundown Tee. With the exemption of my bare slender l

ir brush and combed my long black hair.It's scents wrapped arround me and enveloped my senses. My breath quivered as I felt warmt

t of emotions which were mostly cynical or negative, but I focu

ve been deprived of these feelings for so long to the point of

l the wetness of my panties. I took few steady breath to mutter enough strength to

I screamed on top of my lungs. Despite my misery state, I tied my hair into messey bun, I applied m

e-toe knot loafers, then unhooked my portable brown cross body bag. I picked up my handy from the table where it has been all these while and

left but not after I cross-checked certain electric

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d my face. I shivered as the cool air caressed my uncovered legs.maybe

uttered abs

of stars that stretched to infinity. I was instantly convinced that, that was a sign from the universe that I own the night!

et carefree eyes, that i'm about to reprimand,

nce a week for Now! S

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