ESCAPING MY EX

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lost in this painful world. Sometimes, I wanna be someone else, someone else

e that

mise I’ll pay you this mon

Dawson said angrily. Tears streamed down my face. I know. I am broke. Inside and outside, I am broke. And it breaks

promise you’re the first one I will pay

instead of asking for help with your b

I cut her off. Why does everyone say that? Why does everyone think that I can’t do it on my own?

oney, remember that. I’ll give you one week and if you can’t still pay

n out. These past few days I can’t even sleep. These past few days…my smiles fo

hing is going fine. I thought…that we’ll be finally happy, but I was blind to the problems

eard my phone beep for a message. I slowly ge

de

t’s been days, Aethelred. I

rom coming out. My heart is breaking so much. Just reading his message ma

is? Can I still m

er? Can I still hold to him whe

e’s not for me either. If he’s really for me…it won’t be this h

reminisce our days together. Caden Lewis…all my life I feel so wrong existing in this wor

I think it’s best for you to stay away from him,” that’s what his mother’s words to me. All my life, I’ve been called trash. I’ve

But because of him, I found my place in this world. So, no ma’am…I won’t ever leave

hat. My choice was to be with him forever. But…can

just a mere human, living in this cruel world. My mother died when I was young. My father became an addict and killed someone while he was in t

am far from their expectations. I am far from t

and go back to the mud where you come from…I’ll not stop u

ol off in the meantime. He was confused but he let me, even though it was against his will. But it was just my way to hide all the thing

ssage break me so much. S

en is becoming toxic,” Jane told me when I visit her apartment, she’s my only friend and the only one

nly one I h

op it with him?!” she burst out. I swallowed hard and looked away. My heart

want it to happen. I want to hold on to him as long as

everything, Aethelred!” Jane said. I sh

I know how to live without my family, and I don’t want him to experience the same thing.” I cried. J

that family…I’ll help you escape…Caden…” she w