THE TRIUMPH OF LOVE
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am a child. I am sunk in a pool of water and mud. My
appears. Shiny, beautiful, sparkling. The light she gives off a
tart to smile. No sound comes out of her mouth or mine for that ma
start screaming, kicking, scratch
having this dream for over twenty-five years. I don't understand anything. M
all this. I want peace, I want peace of mind. When
he morning. I decided to lift my arteries. I became a
nes on, I listen to this music. It's rap music and it cheers me up. I
d helping people do it. I'm not going to lie, I miss my job a lot but I don't really have
to the fridge where I grab a plain juice. It's natural, organic
ut a lo
tside is deserted. Not the shadow of a human being. Probably because today is Sunday, a
concretely but doing sports is more than a passion for me. I feel
in hand, they are running with their poodle on their steps. The man is
les for no reason at all. Whatever one said to the other
mily. In my teenage years, I always repressed this th
envy, and often jealousy. But I never found that woman with whom this special
edible but true. I have never fallen in love with anyone. I always li
to admire them. It took them disappearing completely from
e department. Time is running out and I have to ca
atri
ke for over twenty minutes. I am jogging on
in my legs. This feeling starts to be felt. My pho
o, sw
m, how
n feel you blowing lik
'm jogging right now
me. You don't even look like you were at a par
s up ten minutes later. Of course after checking on her beloved son, Felix.
I could because he has been used to behaving like this since he was eighteen.
e but continues to take money from his mother. He doesn't want to do anything
I accelerate to the maximum and observe my
ent door. It's Yolanda. Sh
ause she's not usua
the door. Her hair is a mess. It lo
...are you okay?" She
fine."
stay mad for long. In fact, she seems t
he living room and sits down wit
I feel like I've got amnesia rig
out the medicine box and grab some headache medicine.
hand her what I have in hand. Sh
so glad I came to you. You always ta
call me a grandmother, not on
it in a good way,
out laugh
on't remember anything except the
ere at Feli
at a party or I wouldn't
parties and especially at alcohol,
no!?"
fy these increased he
scratchin
ay, did you cook something quick r
She is a good girl with a heart of gold, just that at f
to talk about everything while I go t
cook for her. She can't cook. Her mother can't cook so she could
so get into the kitchen. I remember those times when she would
Pab
nt. I thought I was going to enjoy my Sunday quietl
of selling drugs in a suburb. Mar
lanned for us. We wear fade
ike a freak. Anthony, right nex
k at you! You look even more
you think
ourse..."
ously laugh
later, it is
side, presses h
ddy?" I ask, turni
et's go!"
ith a friendly gesture and
dria
ew recruits on a mission. Because
o take as many precautions as possible. So my r
glasses. I take off my high heels
f their rooms, but what they don'
a toolbox like a detective. I'm not looking for anythin
he bed, under the clothes, under the windows, in the shower
ouse is over. I did not f
h was eve
his apartment slowly
in every nook and cranny
attention. I open my toolbox and take out my flashlight. I pull the p
ugh the document a little. No surprise, he d
rphanage: Santa Dioniso. Santa Dioniso, Santa Dioniso..... Santa Dioniso... thi
torch. I search in my memories.
rs
d with reproach. I've jus